Woman Questions Marriage Covenant During Out-of-Body Experience

Chapter 1 Introduction Marriage is sacred, but what happens when it becomes a prison? Isabel spent years fearing the divorce would separate her from God. But then, during an outof body experience, Jesus revealed a truth no one expected. Marriage is forever. At least that is what I was always taught. But what if that forever meant a lifetime of unhappiness? Would God really prefer someone to suffer rather than divorce? My name is Isabla Martin. I am 52 years old. I have been a teacher and a Christian for as long as I can remember. I grew up hearing that marriage was sacred, that after saying I do at the altar, only death could part me from my husband, I believed this with all my heart for years and did everything I could to make it work. But deep down, a doubt was consuming me. Did God really want me to stay married, even if it meant living unhappily? Ricardo was my first and only love. When we married, I was 25. I was full of dreams and certain we would build a life together, just as the word says. At first, he was everything I had ever wanted, affectionate, a man I admired. But as the years passed, that man slowly disappeared. The affection vanished. Silence took over. Eyes looked away, and physical touch became rare. Inside our own home, I found myself alone. Even so, I fought. I prayed countless times, asking God to restore my marriage, to bring back the man who had once made me happy. But the more I prayed, the more distant he became. Then a thought began to emerge. What if he never went back to the way he was before? What if that story had already come to an end? But I refused to see it. Yet the mere thought of it felt like a sin. At least that is what I had been taught. Divorce was not an option. That is what the church said, what my family said, and what I told myself. Every time I looked in the mirror and saw an unhappy woman, I struggled to find reasons to justify going on. God hates divorce, they repeated. Marriage is an unbreakable covenant. They said with conviction, so I kept going, trying to accept that it was my reality. After all, I should be grateful, right? Ricardo never hit me. never cheated on me, never forbade me from doing anything. But was that enough? Was it enough to justify a lifetime with someone who no longer loved me? The worst part was having no one to talk to. Whenever I tried to confide in a sister from church, I heard the same answers. Pray more, fast, be submissive, wait. But did God really want me to live in a loveless marriage? I didn't want to make a mistake. I didn't want to go against everything I had always believed. Yet that voice inside me persisted. What if you're wrong about all this? Doubts suffocated me. Whenever I tried to find answers, I only found more condemnation. If I stayed, I would suffer. If I left, I might be damning my soul. Did God want to see me trapped in a marriage without love or hope? Then on an ordinary day, something happened. Something that changed everything. something that challenged everything I thought I knew. But the answer I had sought so desperately didn't come from a pastor, a book, or a prayer. It came from a place where no one I want to be on the other side of life. I don't remember the fall. I don't remember the exact moment my body gave way and collapsed onto the cold living room floor. I only remember the silence, a deep absolute silence that seemed to swallow everything around me. The last thing I felt was a slight dizziness, a strange heaviness in my body, as if I was suddenly being absorbed into myself. I blinked a few times, trying to clear my vision, and then without warning, darkness took hold of me, yet I remained conscious. It was strange because I knew something was wrong. I heard voices in the distance, muffled, as if coming from the other side of the wall. laughter, desperation, someone calling my name, but I couldn't answer. That was when I realized I was looking at myself. My body lay inert on the living room floor. My eyes were closed, my skin pale, my chest still. Chaos rained around me. A phone grabbed in haste, sobs of pain. A nervous voice asking if I could hear, but I couldn't because I was no longer there. Overwhelming panic seized whatever I was at that moment. I wanted to return, to scream, to call for help. But before I could comprehend anything, my essence began to drift away. It was a horrible sensation, as if I were being pulled out of reality. There was no floor, no walls, no point of reference, only a dark, deep, endless void, and I sank. Fear took hold of me. I tried to fight, to cling to something, but there was nothing. My thoughts were in a whirlwind. Was this death? Was God there? Then voices emerged from the darkness. At first, low distant whispers coming from everywhere at once. Unknown voices murmuring incomprehensible words. And suddenly, screams, desperation, pain, screams echoing all around, as if a multitude were suffering nearby, unseen by me. My heart, if I still had one, lurched. A biting cold ran through what remained of me. The fear was absolute and then a single voice stood out. It wasn't loud but sharp, mocking, carrying a weight that made me shudder. Now you know. My mind spun. I knew. You knew what was happening. Then I began to look around. The shadows took shape. Distorted silhouettes. Some resembled human beings. Others did not. Some moved slowly. Others stood still, but all wore the same expression of terror. I tried to leave, but there was nowhere to go. I tried to close my eyes, but they were already closed. Then something changed. A faint light appeared in the distance. At first, it was just a timid glow. But as it expanded, memories came flooding back, I remembered the doubts. The sleepless nights spent trying to understand if it was a sin to want to separate. The weight I had carried for so many years. The fear of condemnation. The fear of making a mistake. And suddenly I knew where I was or worse where I might be. A terrible certainty washed over me. What if everything I had heard about divorce was true? What if God truly hated it? What if by trying to escape an unhappy life, I had sealed an even worse fate? But before despair could swallow me whole, something happened. The light grew, illuminating everything around me. The shadows receded. It was an intense light. Yet it did not hurt my eyes. On the contrary, it swept through every part of me, probing everything I was, my sins, my fears, my weaknesses. Nothing was hidden. That was when I realized I was no longer in that place of shadows and screams. Everything had changed. The ground, which had not existed before, now felt solid beneath my Although the ground beneath my feet wasn't quite solid earth, the air was heavy, yet not suffocating, something or someone approached me. At first, it was just a silhouette, tall and imposing. Gradually, as the light softened, the figure's shape became clearer. My heart, or what remained of it, began to race, a tremor unlike anything I had ever felt before and through my body. It wasn't fear, it was reverence, a recognition rising from somewhere deep within my soul. Every part of my being cried out what my mind was still struggling to grasp. It was him. My mouth went dry. I wanted to speak, but no words came. My legs trembled, and a lump tightened in my throat. Before I realized it, tears were rolling down my face. Not tears of sadness, but of feeling completely exposed for the first time to someone who saw everything I was, and yet did not reject me. Then he spoke, "Isla, just my name." But in that moment, it felt as though the entire universe leaned in to listen. My mind flooded with questions. Yet my lips remained sealed. I wanted to explain, to justify myself, to say I didn't know if I was right or wrong, that I had only wanted to do the right thing. But before I could form a sentence, he continued, "Are you afraid?" A shiver ran through every part of me. Yes, I was afraid. Afraid of condemnation. Afraid I had made the wrong choice. Afraid I was there because I had displeased God. But how did he know? As if he needed to ask, he knew everything. Silence took over the space. Not an empty silence, but one heavy with meaning. Then images began to emerge around me, as if I were inside a dream. Everything felt real. I saw myself younger, dressed as a bride, my face radiant, my heart full of hope. My wedding day. The day I swore eternal love. The day I believed I would never feel lonely again. The scene shifted. Now I was sitting at a table holding my wedding ring and turning it over between my fingers. My face was weary. My eyes red from weeping. I knew exactly which day it was. The day I realized the love that had once existed was gone. Another scene. Me kneeling beside the bed, praying, begging for an answer, for guidance. And then came the final image. The moment my body collapsed to the ground, the moment of my death. The shock made me shudder. What did this mean? Was it a judgment? Was God showing me everything I had done wrong? The voice resonated once more. What did you learn? I opened my mouth, but no words came out. Because for the first time, I realized I had no answer. For years, I had sought a justification, something that would give me absolute certainty about right and wrong. But now standing before him, I realized that my greatest concern had never been right or wrong. My greatest concern had always been fear. Fear of condemnation, fear of judgment, fear of making mistakes. Yet there, in that moment, fear did not exist. There was only a truth I did not yet fully grasp. The scene faded, and everything turned white for a moment. When I could see again, I realized something was different. I was no longer in that place. Now I stood before something even greater. I had never seen anything like it. The place where I found myself defied all human logic. It was not a temple, nor a courtroom, nor heaven, nor hell. Yet the presence there was overwhelming, and you knew that the truth would be spoken there. There was no escape. The sensation of being completely exposed persisted. I felt small yet not insignificant, fragile, yet at the same time upheld by something I couldn't explain. I knew I couldn't lie, I couldn't pretend. And in that moment, I knew there were no more excuses, justifications, or convenient interpretations. Then he spoke again. Isablah, what do you think a covenant is? I blinked a few times, trying to organize my thoughts. My mind was a tangle of confusion, a ring, a commitment, I murmured. Images swirled around me. But this time, they weren't just fragments of my own life. They were stories. Stories of people I didn't know, but who were in some way connected to me. I saw a very young woman weeping alone at the altar of an empty church. Her hands trembled as she removed the ring from her finger. Her heart was shattered, yet her eyes held the resolve that had cost her every ounce of strength she had left. I saw a lonely man holding an old photograph. Regret overflowed in his eyes. He had betrayed his wife. He had lost everything. I saw a mother with her young children trying to be strong as she signed a paper. Her marriage had been a battlefield, and her body still bore visible and invisible scars. And then I saw something that took my breath away. An elderly couple sitting side by side holding hands. The love between them was still alive. Yet there was something else. Await, something unspoken. And then I understood. Not all marriages were the same. Not all stories had the same outcome. For the first time, a question arose within me. Did God view marriage the same way for everyone? Before I could reflect further, his voice resonated again. The covenant I made with man was always about the heart, never just about rules. My eyes widened. Then he continued, "How many wear rings on their fingers, yet have already broken the vows in their hearts? How many marry only for convenience and never for love? How many have lived together for decades, but have never been one in spirit? And how many have been separated by the hardness of men, yet remain united before me?" A tremor ran through my body, for deep down I already knew the answer. I did not create marriage to be a prison, he said. I created it to be a living covenant. Then new images emerged. This time they weren't scenes from my not life, but passages of scripture. I saw Moses speaking to the people about the law of divorce. I saw Jesus confronting the Pharisees over the hardness of their hearts. I saw Paul giving counsel on being unequally yolked. And then his voice resonated again, now more clearly, saying, "What I always wanted was a love that reflected my love for you. But what they did was turn marriage into a lifeless law, a burden that oppresses rather than liberates. My mind was spinning. I had always feared breaking a commandment, feared displeasing God. But in that moment, I realized that perhaps I had never fully understood his will. That was when he said something that made everything inside me come to a standstill. Now that you have seen it, now that you understand it, are you still afraid? My breathing quickened because in that instant I knew the choice had always been right in front of me. But the question was what I would do now. I wanted to answer. I wanted to say no. To say that the fear was gone, that I understood everything now. But it wasn't true. I still felt that knot in my chest. Something inside me was still trapped. The silence between us stretched on for an eternity. I looked at him, but I felt as though he were looking inside me as if he was somehow forcing me to face everything I had spent years trying to ignore. The fear had never been just about divorce. It had never been just about whether I was right or wrong. The fear was about everything I thought I knew, about God, about marriage, about good and evil. And now everything seemed different. That was when something around me changed. The light that had once enveloped me began to dim. And little by little, I realized, realizing we were no longer alone. People appeared around us. At first, distant figures almost like shadows. But as my eyes adjusted, I began to recognize faces, men and women. Some older, others too young, some wore simple clothes, others seemed weighed down by a lifetime of struggle. Some had vacant stairs while others had eyes filled with tears. And then I understood. They were just like me. Each of them had a story. Each carried the same doubts I did. Some had stayed in broken marriages for fear of displeasing God. Others had divorced and spent the rest of their lives believing they would never be forgiven. Then one of them turned to me. I never knew the truth, she said, her voice soft yet heavy with pain. I lived with a man who never loved me. I endured harsh words, piercing silences, and looks that told me I wasn't enough. I thought that if I were a better wife, if I prayed more, if I fasted more, God would transform my marriage. But he never changed. I spent my whole life trying to convince myself that this was what God wanted for me. Another woman, younger, stepped closer. Her eyes were red, as if she had been weeping for a long time. I was the opposite. I couldn't take it anymore. I left, but I was taught that by doing so I would become impure. I was told I could never marry again, that I was condemned. I tried to move on, tried to start over, but I was always afraid I was outside of God's will. I spent years wondering if I could still be saved. My heart sank with every word, for those voices could have been my own. And then I heard his voice again, how many carry burdens I never placed upon them. I swallowed hard. How many live feeling guilty about the past without ever asking me what my true will was? A heavy silence fell over us all, for deep down we knew the answer. We had spent our lives listening to what men said about God. But how many of us had actually asked him? How many had sought the truth without fear of what they might find? And then something shifted inside me. The fear didn't vanish instantly, but something loosened as if chains were breaking. chains. I hadn't even I knew they existed. And in that moment, I knew something was about to happen. At first, it was like a slight tremor within me, a subtle vibration, as if something were being dislodged and torn from the very depths of my soul. Then came clarity, not like a shout or an instant revelation, but like a tide slowly receding to reveal everything that had been hidden before. The chains fell away. I never knew I was wearing them. I never realized their true weight until I felt the relief of seeing them drop one by one. Fear, guilt, conviction, everything that had for so long shaped my decisions, my view of God and my ideas of right and wrong. And now what would I do with this freedom? I looked around. The women were still watching me. But something in their eyes had changed. They too felt it. They too understood. Yet the question hanging in the air was the same for all of us. If God did not create us to live in prison, if he never intended for us to carry a burden of fear and guilt, so what comes next? My mind went back to my marriage. The silent nights, the anguished prayers, the unanswered questions. I remembered the moment I realized the love was gone. Yet I had been afraid of what people would say. Now that prison no longer existed, but what would happen if I took a step forward? That was when I heard his voice one last time. The truth sets you free. But do you have the courage to live it? My body trembled. Yes, I understood. God never wanted me chained to a loveless marriage, an empty relationship, or a union that existed only on paper. It wasn't the divorce that saddened him, but the way we go through life carrying a fear that never came from him. But what now? What if I met someone? If I loved again someday? If someone approached me and wanted to be with me? Could I do it? Or would that be the choice that condemned me? The ground beneath my feet vanished. Everything around me dissolved in an instant. My heart raced because I knew that it was the question I still lacked the courage to ask, and the answer could change everything. Now that I've returned, now that I've seen the truth, can I marry again? That question echoed within me like thunder because now it wasn't just about divorce if God didn't want me trapped in a dead marriage. What would he say about a fresh start? Is remarrying a new beginning in God's eyes? Or would it be an even greater mistake? I thought I had all the answers, but now I realize the hardest question remains unanswered. What a transformative testimony is experience. It makes us reflect on something profound. God does not want us living as prisoners of fear, but rather finding truth and freedom in him. The Bible teaches us in John 8:32, "And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." Thank you, Isabel, for sharing this intense and revealing journey. And to those of you who have watched this far, may God light your path and bring peace to your hearts. See you in the next video. Send feedback.

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