Shot Multiple Times But Supernaturally Healed

So he starts shooting. Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom. First thing that I feel is like pressure and then I drop like sack of potatoes. All I see is white. It's like I'm wrapped in white. Like I'm in a cloak and I'm being turned like this. No blood. All I see is I got some scratches on my elbows. I said I said I'm not shot. He supernaturally took those bullets out of my body. I got shot up that day. That man emptied the clip on me. My friend told me he said, "Yo, we saw him stand over top of you. He emptied the clip. stood over top of you and he took those bullets out of my body. I hear that voice again and it says something I never thought I would hear. It says no longer pray like this automatically say I stand for Allah. He said the the demons or the Shayan cannot speak inside of the mosque. And I was taken into a vision. I was pulled out of my body and I could see myself kneeling on the ground right there and my doorway was one who had the appearance of Muhammad. Do you no longer wish to pray with us? And when I looked in front of me, it was one like unto the son of man. He was so bright, like lightning, his countenance, his face, everything. It was so bright you couldn't look at it. All you could see was his silhouette. He began to speak. He said, "No, it was Jesus all along. Just keep seeking Christ. Get at the foot of the cross every single day. This is how nasty and dirty sexual immorality is. You're committing it against your own flesh." I started to feel this heavy weight pressing on me and I woke up and stuff and I couldn't move. Next thing I know, I'm outside of my body and I'm looking down at my body and I looked down and I saw a demon. This demon was about the size of the room. It was bright red, looked like a pig, but it had the face of a woman and it had long hair. And I said, "I see you." It was afraid because I could see it. It had been exposed. When I deny this woman's sexual advances, she gets under the covers and she's going like this. I snatch the covers back from her. She has a box cutter. She's cutting herself up. And I knew instantly I said, "This is the demon." I said, "I see you." The moment I said that, it's like the They said, [music] "Watch TV. We going we going to broom." My married father, who's a pastor, takes these two ladies who are escorts. They go into the bathroom. I was his scapegoat. That was so my mother wouldn't know anything was going on. Putting sexual trauma onto their children unknowingly, sexual demons that I had to deal with. If it wasn't for the father sending his son, I would have died the same way. Me, I go knock on the door, but the door ain't locked. Was not locked. The door. And guess what? I see them all on the floor [music] butt naked. And this is the first way that I was ever introduced to sexual perversion. in my life and it wouldn't be the last. He would make me a part of it. Don't tell your mother. And guess what? I never did. When I say beat us, I don't mean like with belts. I mean like my father, he was so meticulous with it that he would break all the brooms and the mops. So, he went and got a 2x4. N man, come on, man. She took a straight liking to me. I'm the youngest. Why do you think that was the spirit of perversion? There it is. But then you see this one person, it's just like y'all both just have this attraction. Y'all just can't stop looking at each other. When y'all talk to each other, it's like fire burning inside of you. That's because y'all have the same spirit. Oh my goodness. So, she already had this spirit of molestation and perversion over her life. Have mercy. Through what happened to her, I already had this spirit of of perversion over my life because of what my father allowed me to experience. I thought like this girl liked me and I ended up converting [music] to Islam. Nobody's told me that I was in danger of being separated from God for eternity. Did y'all really care about me? Come on, Christians. Y'all almost watch me go straight to hell. I said, "You heard me? I'm not scared of you." And he said, "I f you." Huh? That's what we do to Lord you. I said, "What? We got to start judging people by fruits." Well, I was 100% racist. I would see a interracial couple. I couldn't even eat my food no more. Like, it was a spirit of hatred that was in me. And they start telling me, "Hey, you know, when our ancestors came over here, we wasn't no Christians. They forced that on us over here. We was Muslims and that was music to my ears because I ain't want nothing to do with white people or a white Jesus. In Islam, [music] if you sin but then you pray, Allah will forgive you. Still keep Jesus. He's with us, too. In fact, Jesus was a Muslim. We not wrestling against flesh, but we dealing with the antichrist spirit. Allah is a demon. When I [music] would bow down, I could see this black figure in front. My mother told me, "You don't know what to do. Call on Jesus." [music] And I was like, "God, I'll go wherever you want me to go. I'll say whatever you want me to say. I'll do whatever you want me to do. Just save my life." And the Lord reveals himself [music] to me. This is not a podcast. This is a deliverance ministry. God is going to deliver just as many, if not more [music] here than he does inside of church buildings. And you got to keep giving yourself over to it. It's proving it to you over and over. And the weightiness of your anointing, the Lord says thousands will be delivered. I'm super grateful to be in the building with my brother, man. I've been seeing you online and people have been bombarding me about you and I was just like, nah, it's already in the bag. I reached out to you, man. You were super welcoming and I just want to say thank you so much for being here with me, bud. Thank you, brother, for being with me. Of course, of course. Glad to be here. Thank you for having me. Praise God. He got the Philly swag down there. Like, y he can't let it go, [laughter] man. Ain't going nowhere, man. I'm so grateful, man. You have a lot, man. You've come through so much. I'm not even going to leak out any of your testimony. I want you to just share from the beginning. How did it happen to be like now you're preaching the gospel and I'm sure years ago people would say, "Nah, never bud." So, we want to go back, take us back to the beginning and then how God has you here now. Okay. First thing I'd like to do is say thank you Lord for allowing me to be here right now. I'm very humbled and I'm very appreciative. with that being said, the first person that I have to give acknowledgement to is my mother. My mother actually prophesied that I would be a minister when I was a small child. I didn't believe her. Like you said, and it's funny that you brought that up. That's the first thing that you brought up. Wow. Because my mother, she brought me down one night. It was about 3:00 in the morning and she just brought me and my brothers down. She had to sit down and I didn't know what was going on. Still wiping coal out of my eyes. [laughter] And she said, she starts praying. and she starts praying. She starts speaking in tonesues. And after she's done speaking in tonesues for maybe 10 minutes, she looks at me. She grabs hold of me and she says, "You are going to be a man of God." I didn't know what was she was saying. Then I didn't understand what that meant. She said, "You're going to be a man of God. You're going to be a minister. You're going to be a servant of God." And all I'm thinking in my mind is like, "No, I'm going to be a rapper." [laughter] I see a rapper. I love 50 Cent. Yeah. you know, and I couldn't understand why would I want to be a man of God because the things that I saw my father do as a man of God. And I'm going get into that a little bit later, but she looked at me and she said, "You are going to be wealthy past all your brothers and you're going to have a lot of children, but you're gonna have a hole in your pocket." And I never understood until I started to get older. I was like, I never forgot this night. I never forgot this night. So, I went throughout the world and I said, "I'mma do it my way." And I started chasing the world. I started chasing the vanity. I started chasing the money. And lo and behold, anything that I got through evil means, through wicked means, I could never keep it. Yeah. Whether it was a lick, whether it was a scam, whether it was a trapping, whether it was through the music, I could I could never keep it. It was like it would come, I would enjoy it, I would enjoy it, and then I would abuse it and lose it. M it was a cycle of me using the gifts that God gave me for evil. Wow. Manipulating those things and then watching everything cash crash and burn. So to take you but to the beginning so all of this will make sense. Mhm. my father he was a pastor. My mother was a minister. So they met in a church out in South Philly. Mhm. My father just came out of rehab and it's a lot going on. He was back in the gang war days. If you guys know what that is, it was real crazy back in the '90s in Philly. So him and my mom came up with the idea, let's go down to North Carolina. Let's go out in North Carolina and escape all of that. Start a little family and start ministry. And everything was supposed to be good. And the problem is is that my father although being a minister he lived a double life. And this is one of the things that I tell people that is so dangerous. And this is actually my biggest fear. Some people look up to their father but me I said don't ever allow me to be like my father. He was an example and God placed him as an example in my life to show me how great men can fall so far. Wow. And my father also used to truck drive on the side. So he we had a church. He was the pastor and my mother would help him as a minister as well. And he would truck drive on the side. And he would go on these little week like maybe like four or five days halls. And my mother would always want him to take one of us. And he said, "Oh, he'll take me." I was like his me and my father was like this. So the some of the things I'm going to tell you know I love my father dearly and I'm not saying this to defame his character but I'm saying this to shine a light on sin that affects so many people. Wow. Sin that's being hid in family closets skeletons that's causing people to go to the grave with sin in their heart. Unrepentant in. And so my father he took me on this you know truck and drive on this truck trip. And I remember one day we just pulled up to this truck stop and he says, "Do you want to meet some of my friends?" And I'm like, "Okay." Now, this is what I'm realizing later that their whole plan was that I'm too young to know what's going on. But what they don't know is that God actually anointed me since I was a kid that I remember things from when I was in a stroller. I remember what I got for my second birthday. I don't know why, but I do. So, I remember I was maybe 5 years old when this happened. And these two women, they came into the to his truck and they brought me all these gifts, these snacks, all my favorite snacks. They had Doritos, the cool ranch Doritos, the little Vienna sausages, some Cheetos, one of them them lemonades. Yeah. Yeah. [laughter] You know them like Turkey Hill lemonades? I used to love those when I was a kid. And they knew that and they brought all of my favorite things so they feel like it would distract me of what was going on. Wow. So these two women, they came in, we drove over to the rest stop where they got the hotels. They go upstairs. We go upstairs to the to the hotel. We in the motel now. They sit me on the bed. They turn the TV on. Cops is playing. And they say, "Watch TV. We going we go in the bathroom." They go in the bathroom. Close the door. So I'm sitting there. Two ladies, the two ladies and my father. My my my married father who's a pastor takes these two ladies who are escorts. I didn't know that at the time, but later I realized I put two in together. These are escorts. They go into the bathroom. Now, I [clears throat] told you my father had a drug problem back in the day. Yes. So, he relapsed into that. And I was his scapegoat. That was so my mother wouldn't know anything was going on. Oh, I got my son with me. when it's a scapegoat. You see, when you when when you got sins and you trying to hide them, it cause you to do more sin and more evil to keep those sins hidden. And that's why when I tell the testimonies about what happened with my father, some people say, "Oh, you're you're dishonoring your father. Why would I dishonor my father? I'm not dishonoring my father. I'm I'm honoring my father in heaven." So, who should I who should I obey? Man or God? Come on, man. So, I tell this not to shame him, but to actually bring redemption to all the people that's still alive. Cuz my father passed away. And I'm saying this for all the fathers who are still alive, who are doing this stuff right now. Come on, man. Lying to their wives. Come on. Putting sexual trauma onto their children unknowingly, sexual demons that I had to deal with. And if it wasn't for Jesus, if it wasn't for the father sending his son, I would have died the same way. I would have been overtaken by these demons. So they take us into we're in this room and they go into the bathroom. I'm watching cops. So I'm drinking this lemonade. So now I got to be about 30 45 minutes go past. I got to I got to use the breast room now. So me I go knock on the door. Now I go knock on the door. They don't obviously they don't they don't open the door but the door ain't locked. Was not locked. The door not locked. They in there having so much fun they ain't locked the door. So, I open up the door and guess what? I see them all on the floor butt naked. All of them on the floor butt naked. Look like they I didn't know what they was doing, but I knew it was something that was something that was wrong. And they're like, "Go outside. Go outside." They try to shoot me, "Go outside." And I said, "I got to pee." So, my father tells me, "Peing a cup." So, along with these cups, they had along with this lemonade, they brought them little red cups. So, I went I said, "Okay." You know, cuz I love my father. So, I just said, "Okay." I went and I and I urinated in the cup. And the reason that I even remember all of this is it was actually tied to something I used to tell people when I was a kid. I used to joke about this and they would say, "Oh, one time I accidentally drunk my own urine." And it was because of that, because my father was in the bathroom with two hookers and I couldn't use the toilet. So, I peed in the cup and I put it on the counter next to the lemonade. Dang. And I picked it up thinking that it was the lemonade. I'm a I'm a kid. I taste and I spit it out and and that right there allowed me to never forget that day. Dang. That's the reason why I never forget that day. And it wasn't until older I remember what else happened in that day. And this is the first way that I was ever introduced to sexual perversion in my life. And it wouldn't be the last. So my father after these type of escapades, he would say, "Don't tell your mother." And he would allow me to come into the agreement with this deception. Oh my god. He would make me a part of it. Don't tell your mother. And guess what? I never did. I don't know why, but I just loved my father to death. I was my I was my my father's favorite. Even my older brothers, they just say, "Oh, you're his favorite." And me and my father were like this. It was other times when we would come from school, he has a woman in the car. He said, "Don't tell your mother. Wouldn't tell her." I didn't tell her until I was older. and I realized what was going on. Was Was he a pastor like I'm a pastor or did he preach? He preached in a church and I and I'll tell you another reason I remember this and I'm going to tell you what happened with that. So we used to go to the church and us being the pastor's kids, we would be there all the time. So we would like practically we come from school, we go to the church. Weekends we at the church. It was his church. Yeah, his church. Oh, it was his church. his church. His church, his congregation, his flock that he was supposed to watch over. No. And he was doing all of this at the same time. Living a double life. Living a double life. The the the stereotypical example of what a pastor should not do. The things that we get criticized for, I watched it with my own eyes. And this led me away from the church. And what happened was, you know, anything done in the dark is going to come to the light. And it did. So, we live in a small town in North Carolina. It's maybe 5,000 people in the town, maybe less. And they start to see, "Hey, ain't that Pastor Jones? Ain't that his truck over there? He picking up those women." It start to get around, start to get around. Rumors now people names start getting put to it. Other like these women start getting and next thing you know, it gets back to my mother. It gets back to the whole congregation. Now, everybody talking now. They don't show up no more. One day we got a church, next day it's empty pews. We don't know what's going on. Next thing I know we just stopped going. And the the craziest thing that happened was is that everything that he had that God blessed him with was ripped away. And I remember maybe I was like 6 years old. One day my mother wakes us up. She says, "Hurry up. Get in the car. Get in the car. He just tried to kill me. And I was I was hysterical. I was crying cuz I love my father. I was like I was like I was never a mommy's boy. I was a daddy's boy. And she my mother took us packed us in the car, drove straight to Erie, PA. And that's how we left North Carolina. Now when I'm telling you all this stuff that I found out, I found out this stuff later when I was talking to my mom after I got older. So the people they found out what was going on. She told him, she said, "You know what? Just repent. We we can move to another small town. We can move." was down to to keep it going with this. Yes. Yes. My mother was like this. She was she was loyal. She was locked in. She wasn't going nowhere. No matter what my father did through the drugs, through the prostitutes, through the abuse, she stayed right there with my father to the point that we even resented her for that sometimes. Seriously. And they found out what was going on. They stopped going. She said, "You know what? We we can we can get past this. We can work past this. We can repent. We can start over. We can go get a new church. We can go to a new town where nobody don't know what you did and we can start over again. And my father said no. He said I don't want to be a pastor anymore. He had his hand to the plow and he turned back to the world. And we know that the Bible says whoever put their hands to the plow and turns back is no is not worthy of me. So what happened was he went to go do full-time trucking. And that same job of full-time trucking where he that he loved so much where he would go pick up the prostitute is the same reason this thing that broke his back. The same thing that broke his back paralyzed him. And from that day he was always immobilized. Severe nerve damage. That same one day the truck truck load just fell on him. Only reason he didn't die was by the grace of God. Only reason he didn't die. And guess what? He still didn't repent. He still didn't repent. He went further into world. He went further into drugs. He went further into now he a different side came out abusive. So I grew up in a very abusive household. So after my father What part of him was immobilized? His legs. So his back. Okay. So he wasn't 100% paralyzed but he had severe back damage like nerve damage. So at one point in time he was in a wheelchair not because his legs don't work because his back was injured. So when the load fell on him, it hit his back and he was like closing the door at the same time. That's the only reason. So as he closed the door and put his back to it, it crashed against the gate, hit his back and it ruptured some of the nerves and discs that was in there. So he had multiple back surgeries and that was very hard for him and he like he he spiraled downward and once he did you know after maybe two years he would get a little bit better. He would get a little bit better and God would even show him grace and give him mercy. Let him get out of the wheelchair. Let him let him let him be able to walk even if he's just with a cane. let him be able to [snorts] have a little bit of mobility. And what he used it to do with that was to beat us. He used that to beat us. And he didn't beat y'all before. No, it was I'm talking when I say beat us, I don't mean like with belts. I mean like my father, he was so meticulous with it that instead of just having like a broomstick cuz he would break all the brooms and the mops. So he went and got a 2x4. Nah, man. Come on, man. I'm serious. Chill, bro. He He He I'm serious, bro. A 2x4. A 2x4. And he had it carved to have a handle so it could hang like a hook on the door on the like I don't know if you know what a basement is. The door that go down to the basement and it's a little hallway right there. And they got a hook so you can hang some mops and stuff like that. Yeah. He would hang this. It looked like a sword. It was like carved like a sword. It was like a sharp point like this. It had a hook. Had a little hole on the bottom where you could hang it up. You guys need to Google what a 2x4 is. Yeah, a 2x4. And what he would do was if he was lucky, he would use it like a paddle if he was lucky. But that that rarely happened. Other than that, he was going at you like Louisville slugger with it. And he could break bombs. Yeah, for sure. For sure. It was many times that my arms I couldn't move them for days because they were just like swelled up like this. And what happened was that's how I was introduced to the spirit of aggression, the spirit of rage, that violent spirit. And I remember when my father, he would just beat us randomly for anything. And he would tell me, "Why you looking at me like that? Why you looking at me like that? You look like me." And I would be looking at him with this look in my eyes like I just wanted to cuz I it at that point it got to the point where I wanted to physically harm my father because it was the only way I could feel like I could stop this from happening. And I remember I used to go in the basement, I would take a knife and I would stab the wall and I would stab the wall. And this is how I know that God was speaking to me even when I was a small child. And every time he would do this, I would go down in the basement. I would take a knife and I would stab the wall. And then one day, I remember I was just walking. He just punched me. Boom. And then I went down the basement. I was I was so fierce. I grabbed the knife that I always used. I went to stab the wall again. And God spoke to me. He said, "Look at the wall." And I looked at the wall of this basement and it looked like something in Afghanistan. It was holes all in the wall from where I was chipping at it with this knife. And he said, "Look what you're doing. You're destroying your own house." That's a crazy prophetic metaphor. Yes. And and and he said, "You're destroying your own house because of him. You're destroying your own." And I'm I'm literally This is the foundation cuz when you're in the basement, this is the foundation of the whole house. And it's crumbling now. You can see holes and big like small holes that started like this. Now is the size of your fist. And I'm looking at it and I chose in my heart that day. I said, "I don't care how much he hurts me, how much he hits me, how much he beats me, how much hate that he pours out onto me, I'm not going to be hateful." I chose that day that I'm going to forgive my father and that I'mma love him despite it. And I was maybe 11 years old at that time when this happened. And I it's like I could feel at that moment weight just leaving from me. And I said, "You know what? I don't care. No matter what, I'm going to make sure that when I become a man, I'm not going to be like him no matter what." And I believe that God allowed me to see all of these things because he knew how the devil would attack so that I could know how the devil would attack and I could know how to resist it. And it's with love and it's through him because he was there this whole entire time working with me. And I want to make it I want to say something for the people that think that you have to wait until you're old or wait until you're grown to get saved. That's a lie. The Bible says, "Unless you come to me as little children, you shall in no wise enter into the kingdom of heaven." I remember I was a small child, maybe four years old, and I answered the altar call on my own. My family didn't make me. Nobody forced me. I just remember the call to come to God. And they said who want to come give their life to the Lord and get baptized and me as a four five year old child I got up on my own valition and went up and I believe that since that moment I did that this the reason why God was with me the whole time the Holy Spirit was with me this whole time since I was a kid going through so many trials and tribulations when I went through so many things that could have twisted and perverted my mind when I went through molestation all of these things God was there with me ministering to me, comforting, comforting me and healing me in a way that I couldn't even understand as a child, but he was there with me. So, you do not have to wait until you're 18, 19, 20, 50, 60 to turn to God. The sooner the better. Yes, sir. Get your children in them churches. Get your children in front of men of God and allow them to be stewarded. Allow them to choose God for themselves. introduced them to the King of Kings because you never know what they're going to face even as a child. Wow. So much warfare. So we moved up to Erie, PA and they had us like in this like shelter apartment type thing when you transfer from a shelter to apartment because of domestic violence and abuse and stuff like that. And it was then so now I tell you that the spirit the spirit is already following me now. the spirit of perversion. It's already been introduced, already been followed. So now we have like we live in this duplex and there's a babysitter. She lives upstairs. She's like 13 years old. I'm 7 years old at time now. You were how old? Seven at this time. Okay. Fast forward a little bit. I'm 7 years old at this time. And she would watch us when her and my mother would go out shopping or go to the store, grocery store, whatever they would do, go do their hair, their nails, whatever. And [clears throat] she took a straight likening to me. Straight likening to me. She skipped all past I'm the youngest. She skipped past my older brothers who would have been closer to her age and she went straight for me. Why do you think that was the spirit of perversion? There it is. I tell people all the time, you you see people that's attractive all the time and and you walk right past them, but then you see this one person, it's just like y'all both just have this attraction. Y'all just can't stop looking at each other. But when y'all talk to each other, it's like fire burning inside of you. That's because y'all have the same spirit. Come on, man. That spirit has already come into agreement in the spiritual world. So now when y'all meet in the physical is just waiting to manifest now. Oh my goodness. So she already had the spirit of molestation and perversion over her life. Through what happened to her, I already had the spirit of of perversion over my life because of what my father allowed me to experience. So now the the spirit of perversion, it matched. And it wanted to come together and and create more havoc. Oh my gosh. It wanted to come together and create more harm. And that's what it did. So it started off she would have me go into the room and we had twin beds and the twin beds was in the one side of the room and this side of the room. It wasn't that big of a room. So it would be like a little walkway in between them. Then she would take blankets and put it over the top and put pillows. So it make like a little fort, like a little cubby underneath. And then she would take another sheet and then pull that one over the over that. So now it was completely dark in there. And that's where she would go in there and we would start doing things. I didn't even understand what was really going on. But she would just start pulling a brush, start doing this and doing that, touching me, doing all of types of stuff. I don't want I don't know how graphic I can get. And my older brother, who was about a year older than me, a year and a half older than me, he would come and he'd be like, "Y'all better stop. Y'all better stop. He knew what was happening. He knew what was happening. I I I didn't know he knew. I didn't know that. I didn't even know really really what was going on to tell you the truth. I thought like this girl liked me. I thought this was my girlfriend. Oh, man. I thought this girl liked you. Like, and this is why you got to be careful who you have your kids around. Come on, man. Because we used to burn smalls together. We used to go to the park together. We used to go to after school and to the library together. not know that that was her end. So you got to be careful who your kids is around. Even other kids. Yes. Because you never know what these kids have on they have on their heart. You never know what they've been experienced to, what they've been exposed to. You never know what they've been exposed to. And when they come to your children now, they want to go and act out what they learned with your kids. Have mercy. So you thinking that you leaving them with a child and that it's okay. That's an ancient demon. [laughter] You're dealing with spiritual wickedness. So you thinking you dealing with a child and you like you say you're dealing with an ancient demon. So it didn't hit me until I was a grown man and I was actually in the in in the wilderness season. I was in my wilderness season and I'm I'm I'm fasting. I'm praying. I'm battling lust. And then one day my brother gives me a call. He just says the weirdest thing. He says, "The reason why you were dealing with lust and promiscuity all your life is because you was molested as a child." And I said, "You didn't even know." I didn't even know. I didn't even realize. I actually I got afraid. I thought he was talking about something else. I said, "Oh, you talking about that?" And it then it clicked. And as I sat there and I started to pray on it. I started to meditate and I started to sit in a quiet place and ask God. God started to reveal to me. He said that the enemy has been attacking me since I was a child with sexual perversion. Because this is the number one way the devil likes to come for people that are ordained to be men of God. Say it again, man. This is the number one way that the devil wants to attack men of God is through lust. He did it to David. Come on, man. He did it to Solomon. Samson. He did it to Samson. The Bible usually telling him, he said, "Do not multiply wives unto yourself unless they pull your heart away from me to serve after their gods." So this is what he wants us to do. He wants us to worship cuz this is one thing that I knew as a as a child. He wants us to worship the world because why why do men in the world we young men we we want to get women. So what do we do? We want to get fly. We want to get money. We want to get cars. We want to get status. We want to be seen as a tough guy because this is what the girls in our environment that's what they like. It's not that we like these things. It's that we like those girls and they like the guys who got those things. Wow. [laughter] Wow. So that's how the devil gets us from thinking about him to thinking about the things of the world and worshiping mad man. Wow. It's so easy. Wow. And I sat this I started to sit down and I started to think why is all of these things keep happening? Why do I have this, you know, this urge to distrust women? Why why why can't I trust women? Why do I objectifize women? Why do I over sexualize women? is because from a young age that is what I was exposed to. Wow. That I didn't see women as daughters of God. Come on. I saw them as hookers at a truck stop. I saw them as babysitters who take advantage of you. Jesus. I didn't see them through the lens of what God made them to be. So, I had to reprogram myself 100%. So, as I'm going throughout life, I'm looking at all these things that I've seen in the church, the not only things I see myself, the things I see other people going through, the things I hear, that the stories, all this stuff. And I said, man, I don't want nothing to do with this. I said, if I believe in God, but this church, this ain't right. These people in here acting crazy. My father was a pastor. He's out here tricking and and and lying and scheming. I said, "No, no. I I need to know God for myself." I said, I'm going to look for God my my own way. And unfortunately, that leads you into the world. And that led me in some dark places, some very dark places. And I ended up converting to Islam. You said something. I'm going to look for God my own way. Sad part is many people in this world, they're looking for God. They want God, but they want God their own way. But Jesus in John 14:6, I am the way, the We got to go to God his way. Keep going, man. We We got to because I almost died in that journey. And this is why when I I was telling my niece who converted to Islam and I was telling I said, "Listen, nobody told me what I was doing. I almost died. If Jesus didn't save my life, I would be in burning in hell. I almost died." So I said, "Nobody sat me down and told me, hey, you putting yourself into eternal damnation. You putting yourself out of communion with the father forever." Nobody told me that I was in danger of being separated from God for eternity. They just said, "Oh, you know, we worship the same God. It's just you finding God the way you want to find him and oh, I'mma pray for you." But nobody sat down and really told me what I was really getting myself into. So when I had to find out for myself, I look back and I said, "Wow, did y'all people really care about me?" Uhoh. Did y'all really care about me? Come on, Christians. Y'all almost watched me go straight to hell. And and and and it's crazy because God literally showed me hell and that's what had to wake me up. That's what that's what woke me up. That's what said that's what allowed me to say that I don't no longer want to live in sin. It was the fear of God. The Bible says in the book of Proverbs that the beginning of wisdom is the fear of the Lord. And unless you feel the fear of the Lord, I believe that there's no way that you're going to understand the wisdom of what it's like to live righteously. Jesus, because sin is going to seem like it makes more sense. Why? Because you don't fear God. And soon as you sat down, the Lord said, "This is my righteous servant." I just wanted to let you know that. You haven't heard that before, but he says, "This is my righteous servant." Praise God. God is good. Amen. Praise God. I got you. Just I have no choice but to serve God, brother. I have no choice because truly I would be dead. When I say this, I'm I'm talking about with a th000% certainty. I would be dead if I wasn't here. So my life is nothing. My life is not my own life. I gave it away. It's not mine. I have no choice but to serve God or else I'm just void. I'm just here for no reason. Jesus. And mercy, God, I want to tell you what happened. So my mother and my father, they ended up getting back together. We moved back to Philadelphia. Grew up in Philly. So that's where you get a Philly swat from. Cuz I really I was born in North Carolina, but I really grew up in Philly. And ended up getting back in getting into the same environment that they tried to get us to escape and thrown right into the head of it. Kzington, Alagany, Lehi, North Philly, and we ended up moving to Uptown. And me being my dad's son, it's like I following his foot paths, hopping into gangs, hopping in the street, being wild and crazy. And it almost like got so bad, but it didn't. God had mercy. And God actually told me to calm down. God told me to calm down. And and and what made me calm down is we ended up getting put into foster home. And what happened was is my brother, who was 17 at the time, ended up getting into a fight with my father. Okay? My father didn't want him to leave. He wanted to leave. like I told you, it was a very abusive and toxic situation. So in that in that turn in that situation my father pulls out a razor like a straight razor and cuts him in the face with it. And when he does this immediately, you know, they rush him to the hospital. He has a huge scar all these on his face coming straight across his face. And CPS gets involved and in Philly they call it DH DHS. Mhm. they take us out of the home. I end up going to this placement like where they send you for DHS and that's why I was able to get my culinary arts license and you know sit down and kind of like this where I feel like God was like showing me like a different side of it than just Philly cuz I was like too Philly out. Mhm. And so I came home from there and then I started like doing good in school. I got my GPA up. Everything was looking kind of like look a little bit better. And I remember I started [clears throat] to make it to like 12th grade and I made it to 12th grade. Things was looking good. I think I like I had like a 3.4 GPA. I had a acceptance and scholarship at Johnson Wales University. You know, I was I was 3 months away from graduation. I'm thinking like, "Oh, it's looking good." And then one day, what I thought was the worst day of my life happened. And I'm walking home from my mother's house at the time cuz I was staying with a friend because my father moved back and I wasn't going to live in the same house with my father. I don't even know if I should tell that story why I don't want to Hey, look. It's up to you, man. We It's a safe place, but if you don't want to share, I'mma share it. I'mma share it. I'mma share it. So, I came home from this place, George Jr., right? and I went back to live with my my parents. Now they did the paperwork that they need to do. My brother actually went to the police and said he not going to press charges. So they was we was able to come back after two years. So now I'm 16. Now I'm not I'm not a little kid anymore. My father, he tries to put his hands on my mother, right? He ends up calling the cops to get me locked up because I broke a window trying to get into the house cuz I hear him beating my mother. The cops come, they asking me, "Hey, what you doing?" And I'm like, "Oh man, I just got out of place, man. [laughter] This ain't looking too good." Mhm. And the cops is about to lock me up for breaking the window. And you know, I'm from the street, so I didn't want to say nothing. I'm just looking at him. And I look at my mother. My mother look at me in my eyes. We lock eyes. And she sees that like her little boy and she tells him, she says, "He only broke it cuz he was trying to get to me because he was in the house putting his hands on me." And I looked at her and I was like at that moment it was like I forgave her for staying with her all them years because I see that she still she still cared for us because when he when when he cut my brother face before I felt like she she she stayed with him. She chose him over y'all. Yeah. That she chose him over us instead of being with us and leaving him the whole process the court process on that. He was with him and that's why we was in foster care. So at that point I was like I was I I'm be honest from 14 15 up to 16 I really wasn't banging over mama like that. I loved her but I was angry at her because I'm like how can you choose a man over your own flesh and blood a man that's not good to you. A man that's not good to you beats you. Cheats on you. Disrespects you. My father my father would yell and cuss all day and I couldn't understand it. But at that moment right there I said my mama still love me and I said you know what I'll never forget that that despite that she made mistakes. I want to let some people know your mother she might make some mistakes. Come on. But she still love you. It like it doesn't matter when you see that that the smallest thing that shows it. Accept that and forgive her. Man, I I forgive my mother. That's difficult what you just said, man. It's very mature for you to say that. There are a lot of people that because they didn't get love the way that they should have gotten it. They'll see, okay, yeah, that's love, but they didn't like they didn't take me out to the park every time. They didn't do this. They didn't do that. And we spend time looking at the list of things that they didn't do. But the heart of humility and one that is restored says, "But I see that." Mhm. There was something there. Maybe she didn't have the capacity and understanding to know how to show me everything, but I'm going to take that and I'm going to accept that and I appreciate that. That's a mature mindset to have. Yes. Yes. I I had to start looking at it and and that made me start and some of these things do come with with age, too. As I got older, I started to think about it. I said, "Wait, why was I 17 graduating in the 12th grade?" It's because I actually got skipped up a grade. I was always the youngest. It was because my mother taught me to read before I even went to school. Wow. I remember how my mother used to sit down with me and teach me my ABCs, teach me how to write my name. Wow. And I said, "No, somebody that don't love you wouldn't do that." Wow. And I started to say, "You know what? Despite my mother had her shortcomings because she loved my father. She loved my father to death and she didn't want her family to be broken up. And she understood what happens to a family without a father. And I'll say this, despite of my father doing all of those things, other than that, he was always there. The bills was always paid and he took care of us. And he taught me things. He taught me charity. My father would go and he would say, we would see a bum eating in out of trash can. He would say, "Don't don't you ever see a human being eating out of a trash can. Take them. You get you got some money on you, take them in a store and buy them a sandwich. Buy them whatever you about to eat. Take them in a store and feed them like a human being." This is things that my father taught me. So when I say these things about my father, I want to be put it into nuance that he did have good qualities. And this is the scary thing about this. Yeah. That you my my father prayed for people. My father laid hands on the sick. My father fed the poor. I seen these things with my eyes. My father could be very kind to people. Ve very very much a gentleman. Jesus. But sin has a hold on you. And when that sin gets you, it will drag all your good qualities through the mud. So the best thing that you can do is repent. Jesus, change your mind from that sin and just leave it alone. Cuz you you can take something so beautiful, oh man. And destroy it completely. I seen it happen with my own eyes. I lived it. I experienced it. I dealt with the pain. I dealt with the scars. To this day, some of this stuff is still going on in my family as far as the mental scars that it leaves behind. Because I will say this, God blessed me with [snorts] understanding and appreciation for everything that I went through because I believe that everything that happens happens for the good of those who who love God and are called according to his purpose. I believe that. Amen. So, I'm able to But some people, they haven't got there yet. Some people, they still holding on to the trauma and to the pain. Come on, bro. And you got to understand that God did it for a reason. God forgave us. So forgive people. It's through our mercy that we show that we receive mercy. He says those who show mercy will receive mercy. Those who forgive shall be forgiven. So forgive those people in your family that hurt you. Yeah. Now after that happened, my father, you know, they ended up arresting my father, you know, when she she let them know and she told him the truth. Listen, you only broke the window because he was trying to help me. They ended up locking my father and he don't want to call the police. That's the crazy part. And so now it's me and my mom in the house. You know, I start working. I'm living like a, you know, a young mature adult. One night I come home from work, my mother tells me, she just look got this funny look on her face. She like, "Hey, I got a surprise." I'm like, "What?" She like, "Your father's home." I already know it's about to be something because last time I laid eyes on you, you was trying to put your hands on my mother. I already got a chip on my shoulder for you. So, I go upstairs, but still having enough respect not to push nothing. I go upstairs and like in my normal routine, I would come in from work and I would go hang out with my friends for a little bit. And I go to do that. I tell my mom, I say, "Mom, I'll be right back." She says, "Okay." He says, "You ain't going nowhere. It's late. You better go to bed. And that was that was like, how dare you after what you did, you don't get that right. We've been on our own for the last almost year and a half struggling. And I've been have to work to try to make things work. And now you come back here and you want to act like everything is all good and I'm just I'm your little boy again. And I told him, I said, "No, you don't get to tell me that." And honestly, I wanted to make him angry. I knew it would. And I told him, I said, "You don't got that privilege as a father no more." And that took him through the roof. That took him through the roof. And I knew it was wrong. But in my mind, I wanted to say something to hurt him, [clears throat] not knowing what was about to happen. Now, remember I told you the spirit of perversion. The spirit of perversion is a real thing. And what happens is whatever done in the dark will come to light. Now, I'm saying that for a reason. [snorts] So, my father gets up and at this point he's in it's been several several years since his last operation. So, he's more mobile now. And he gets up and he comes in my face like he wants to fight. He said, he looked at me and he said, "What you say?" I said, "You heard me? I'm not scared of you. I want to know I've been up the mountains for the last two years fighting these big boys out Pittsburgh." I said, "I ain't [laughter] scared of you." And he said, "I f you." Huh? I said, "Excuse me?" I thought I heard him wrong. I said, "I'm Did you say you f me up? I said, "Excuse me?" He said, he said, "No, I f you." He said, "That's what we do to Lord like you." And I said, "What?" And then he proceeded to say these words out of his mouth. Listen to me clearly. This is what he said verbatim. He said, "I will take the A and D ointment. I will put it on your And that was the last word he said. That was the last word he said. I clipped off on him. I stole off on him immediately. I said, "You're not about to sit here and tell me what you about to do. You're not about to sit here and tell me what you about to do." And like I said, I' this whole time I I've been really good at fighting. I'm good at it. So I put him out. I put him out. My mom had to come get me up off him. When he woke back up, he said, "I'm going to go get my gun. I'm going to go get my gun." So that's the reason why I was staying at my friend house. All this going on 17. So I'm staying at my friend house and my mom called me. She told me, "Hey, we're getting a divorce." Her and my father. She told me they're getting a divorce. And at this point, I'm done. I said, "Listen, that's between y'all. I don't want nothing to do with y'all relationship. Y'all done dragged us through this whole thing your whole life, and now y'all want to get divorced after we already grown. We all traumatized. [laughter] You could have did this 20 years ago." And I say this to say that we got to start judging people by the fruits. Well, I'm so sick of Christianity. We just living off of grace. this this free grace where people can do whatever they want to do, where people can live however they want to live and think that God is going to like just forget about it then think that that's not going to have real life consequences on your family, on your friends, and on the world and on the church. You see, by right, if we want to be honest, Jesus said, "Let no man separate what God has brought together except for fornication." M so at the point where you a man and you cheating on your wife, your wife has the right to leave you. She has the right according to Christ himself, she has the right to walk away and save herself from from defilement. So as a man, you don't get the right to defile a woman just because she's your wife. Say she got to stick with it. She got to deal with it. Come on, man. That's nonsense. I'm married today. Come on, bro. I'm married today and I would never do that to my wife. Come on, bro. And if I ever did, I pray to God as a judgment that she leaves me. Oo. I ain't never heard a man say that. Because why would I play with God like that? Wow. Why would I play with God's daughter like that? Jesus. And this is why we have all these scandals in the church because nobody's taking accountability. We got this free grace. God knows my heart. God said he knows the heart that it is desperately wicked. So I say that to say, man, thank you, Lord. This led our family down this entire path of hurt, of guilt, of shame, of spiritual oppression that's to this day still plaguing some of my siblings. They still struggling with that. We get into an argument, they talking about what daddy did 15 years ago. I'm like, man, we in our 30s, man. What's going on? You good? And it's that deep rooted sin. It's so hard to get out. And the only way you're going to get it out is through Jesus Christ. Come on, man. The only way you're going to get it out is through Jesus Christ. So, I'm going on this journey now where I feel like I'm just want to live my life. I'm grown. I'm almost grown. I think I'm grown. Mhm. 17 years old. I'm looking at my future. I want to go be a chef. A big chef. And I'm walking home from my mother's house after she telling us this. I was over there with me and a couple of my friends and I'm going back to my friend house to where I live at and as I'm walking up the street I see a bunch of cop cars. I see these cop cars and I'm like I live in the hood so I'm I'm thinking like this it's probably just another day. I walk past these cop cars. I'm about to walk up the steps to my house and as I'm walking up the steps a cop hops out and he's like hey come in for a second. I like what's up. He said hey are you okay? I said, "Yeah, I'm fine." He said, "Something just happened in the neighborhood. We just want to make sure everybody's okay." Now, me still being young and naive, I don't know that that's the whole that's part of the play right there. And I'm like, "Yeah." He said, "So, you got your ID?" I said, "Yeah, I got my ID. Here's my school ID." I gave him my school ID. And he says, "All right, just hang tight for a second." About 5 minutes later, maybe 15 to 25 police officers swarm on me and they start surrounding me. Say, "Hey, yeah, you was running, wasn't you? You was running." I said, "No, I was put put a hand on my chest so we can feel your heart is beating fast." "Yeah, it will be beating fast." It was 30 officers standing in front of me yelling at me. "Look at your shoes. They got scuffs on them." "What?" I'm like, "What is going on?" So, they put me in the car and they said, "Oh, you like robbing people, huh? You like robbing people?" I'm like, "I didn't rob anybody. What are you talking about?" Now, the cop that first initially stopped me, he was sitting in the car. He He was watching me walk up the street. Wow. And he told his partner, he looked at him and he said, "This kid was just walking on the street. He didn't do anything." And his senior partner looked at him and said, "Somebody got to go down for it." Nah, that's not real. He started laugh. This is real. No, this is real. This is real life. No, man. Nah. I thought it never happened. My mother used to tell me stuff like this happened. I said, "No, they probably did it." My mother used to tell me things like this has happened all back in the days. I said, "That's back in the days, not now. It happened to me. They threw me in a cell with somebody I never seen before in my life. Somebody from a complete different side of the city. And I'm like, "Why I'm in a cell with you?" He says, "Oh, they say I'm in Cody." I said, "I don't know you." I wanted to do something to him. I even told him, I said, "Look, if you don't tell these dudes you don't know me, me and you going to have to go through it." He actually went and told him he don't know me. And guess what they said? "Oh, you're trying to cover for your friend." I sat fighting this charge. They charged me as an adult. They charged you. They charged me as a No evidence. No evidence. I didn't have nothing on me. I didn't have no connection to the place. Nothing whatsoever. I had a strong tight alibi. They didn't care. They said my family was simply going to say whatever they could say. Literally, I was with my mom at the time at the time this happened with multiple people. But according to them, they going to say, "Oh, whatever you say or whatever they say is just to help you. They only helping you because they cuz they they your friends. And one of the cops was actually going to testify and say they saw me coming out of the house. One of the cops was going to testify and say that. So I'm sitting here and I'm fighting this charge for about 7 months in the county jail. You was not in jail for no seven months. I was fighting this charge and and I'm angry. You You want to see an angry young man? I was angry. And I say young man because I'm born again. You know what I'm saying? Angry Lord. 3 months from graduation. Three months from graduation, I was angry at everybody. I was angry at white people. I became a racist. I became a a staunch racist, a black nationalist because of this. I like I I would see white people in my blood boil because it was all white cops who locked me up. And I never had a problem with racism before then. Never ever. But after that, [snorts] I was I was I was I was 100% racist. I would see a interracial couple and I couldn't sleep right. I could I couldn't even eat my food no more. Like I was I had like it was a spirit of hatred that was in me and I'm in jail and the only way I could take that out was on the other people that was in jail with me. So I would just find people and just attack them. That's what I would do. And this took just got caught the eye of some other people who apparently had the same spirit of rage and aggression as well. Other young people who was fighting serious charges and we all kind of just had the same spirit. We was agreed. The Bible says whoever, you know, can you walk unless you be agreed? How can two walk together unless they be agreed? And so we we clicked and they knew a couple people from my neighborhood. some one of them, my brother did their tattoo and now we was all like one little gang and all these people happen to be Muslims and they start telling me, "Hey, you know, when our ancestors came over here, we wasn't no Christians. They forced that on us. Before we came over here, we was Muslims and and that was music to my ears because I ain't want nothing to do with white people or a white Jesus." Wow. Tell you the truth, I was angry and I looked at these brothers and I said, "Oh yeah, these guys look they they they they strong. They they they they just like me and they unapologetic and they and and they praying to God. Why they doing it?" H every day you see these guys praying to God and then then the next day they beating somebody up. I said, "Oh, this a strong religion. This ain't like what I seen in the church. I don't see no no effeminate sissies over here. I said, "This is something that I want to get into." So, I went into Islam because I thought it was better. I went into Islam because I thought it was a better way to serve God. I didn't go into Islam because I was born into it. I looked at what I saw and I said, "Oh, this looks like what it should be. This looks like a religion of of men. This looks like a religion of warriors." So, I embraced it full on. Not because I was scared. And a lot of people do do that because they were scared, but because I was angry and I needed something that I could let out to justify the anim animalistic side that was inside of me and they would say, "Hey, you can steal from the caffers. You can beat them up and take the compulsory." Yeah, they're not a Muslim. Yeah, you can do that to them. You can steal to them. You can steal from. How would they justify doing bad things to people and being a Muslim? [snorts] So in Islam there's no idea of you know this like you do sin and then you go to hell. It's any sin can be washed through your works. So if you sin but then you pray Allah will forgive you. So you can literally like and you see people on camera they'll say as a Muslim you can rape, you can steal, you can kill, you can commit genocide but if you pray you are better than the person who doesn't rape, who doesn't commit genocide and doesn't pray, that's Islam for you. Nah, that's Islam. That is Islam. So when you see the things that people are talking about all these debates online and they're saying well Muhammad was a war a warlord that's Islam that's part of the religion like so when you see like terrorism tell in the Quran is the the word is it means to terrorize them wow these things are in the Quran it's part of the religion and I would tell you that one of the things that I was like, "Whoa, this is different." We would go out to pray when we would pray and I had a knife while I was in jail. I had a knife and they would say, and I said, I remember one day I just thought to ask, I said, "Hey, is it okay if I pray my knife on me? I should put it up cuz we about to pray." I said, "I'm going to go put my knife up." He said, "No, no, it's okay." The prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam, he prayed with his knife. He prayed with his sword. He was a warrior. And I was like, "Oh, yeah. Oh, this my joint. This is my joint." Yeah. Yeah. Oh, [laughter] put your joint. And and this is why I'm we got to stop with this soft Christianity. Well, well, well, well. We got to stop with this soft Christianity where we are letting epheminite men give an example or image of what it is like to serve Christ. Wow. So, you're saying masculine men that want to live out what it's like to be masculine don't find interest in Christianity because what we're displaying? Yes. [clears throat] And this is something that that I witness mult of a peers attest to for myself because I remember I would be young. I would go to church and it would be like these reverends, these deacons. 1 hour, 1 secondThey suit purple suits. They be shaking my hand all soft like this and I'll be like, "Yo, what's up? What's up with your man? 1 hour, 9 seconds[laughter] 1 hour, 9 secondsWhat's up with your man?" And I would be like, "I don't want to." So when I seen Islam, I was like, "Oh yeah, this I can get down with this." Cuz mind you, I still wanted God. I never said I don't believe in God. 1 hour, 19 secondsRight? 1 hour, 19 secondsAnd and according to them, oh, they believe in Jesus. 1 hour, 23 secondsSo that's how deceptive it is. They're gonna tell you, oh, you ain't even got to leave Jesus alone. You can you can still keep Jesus. He's with us, too. In fact, Jesus was a Muslim. That's what they're going to tell you. 1 hour, 32 secondsOh my gosh. 1 hour, 33 secondsThey going to tell you Jesus was a Muslim. It don't matter that it is not true. They're going to tell you it like it's true. 1 hour, 38 secondsSo, they started hitting me with some, you know, historical statements and claims, and I'm like, "Oh, that makes sense." I don't know if you guys ever 1 hour, 47 secondswatched a movie called a TV show called Roots. Yeah. 1 hour, 50 secondsIn the movie, in a TV show called Roots, Countente meets his father's friend. Mhm. 1 hour, 55 secondsAnd he says to him, "Asalam alalayikum." So when I saw that and then and then my friend who was a Muslim told me that we 1 hour, 1 minute, 3 secondswas Muslims in Africa, I was like, "Oh yeah, you know what? They said something like that in Roots." So it's going to tie together. not know that the reason 1 hour, 1 minute, 12 secondsthat we was Muslim in Africa was because of the slave trade, the subsaharan slave trade, the Arab conquest that swept through North and West Africa. 1 hour, 1 minute, 22 secondsSee, people don't go that far back. They going they going to tell you what happened. Yeah. 1 hour, 1 minute, 26 secondsIn in the in the 1500s, we're not going to tell you what happened in the 700s. Uhoh. 1 hour, 1 minute, 31 secondsSo, we got to go back. We got to go back. And this is why the Bible says that you should have no need that any man should teach you, but the Holy Spirit would teach you all things. You got to start studying to show yourself 1 hour, 1 minute, 38 secondsapproved. Christians, we got to start studying history. We got to start studying because the Bible is a historical textbook. So, you know that history is important. 1 hour, 1 minute, 48 secondsOkay. So, I went into Islam because of this because I'm thinking Christianity was a 1 hour, 1 minute, 55 secondswhite man's religion. They push white Jesus on us. But Islam is still have Jesus, but it's the right Jesus. 1 hour, 2 minutes, 3 secondsWhich is a bald-faced lie, a lie from the pits of hell. But they telling it and they selling it and people buying it. I promise you to this day people 1 hour, 2 minutes, 10 secondsbuying it. And this is why my ministry has been so set up in Philadelphia where there's a large population of Muslims. 1 hour, 2 minutes, 18 secondsAnd God allowed me to become a Muslim so that I could learn their tactics and then combat the enemy. Let's go. 1 hour, 2 minutes, 25 secondsSee, I thought I was put in that prison because God hated me. Because God turned his back on me. No. God was setting me 1 hour, 2 minutes, 33 secondsup. He was equipping me for a battle. a battle against the antichrist spirit which is Islam. I'll tell you something 1 hour, 2 minutes, 39 secondsabout Islam. In Islam, the first prayer they're going to teach you, right, is the fat. And then they're going to teach 1 hour, 2 minutes, 46 secondsyou the second one is called the So the it goes like this. 1 hour, 2 minutes, 54 secondsSo the important part is he does not begget nor is he begotten 1 hour, 3 minutes, 1 secondand there is none like unto him. That's the English translation for it. 1 hour, 3 minutes, 5 secondsNow, when you check the book of John, it tells you that whoever denies the son and the father is a spirit of the 1 hour, 3 minutes, 12 secondsantichrist. So, every time that you pray as a Muslim, you are denying the spirit of the father and the spirit of the son. 1 hour, 3 minutes, 21 secondsThat's in a prayer that they repeat. 1 hour, 3 minutes, 22 secondsThat's every single day. Every single time I would get down and pray, I was denying the son and the father. And the 1 hour, 3 minutes, 29 secondsdevil did that as an answer, as a way to steal your salvation, as a way to get you to declare allegiance with the Antichrist. 1 hour, 3 minutes, 39 secondsYo, I'm telling you, the devil is tricky. He's crafty. He's smart. 1 hour, 3 minutes, 47 secondsThe only way we can defeat him is with the knowledge of the Holy Spirit, through the anointing. 1 hour, 3 minutes, 53 secondsSo, I end up getting out of jail. I'm still a Muslim. Now, being a Muslim, you don't have to change. That's the thing about 1 hour, 4 minutes, 2 secondsbeing a Muslim. You don't have to change your life. You don't have to change your mind about sin. You just have to pray. 1 hour, 4 minutes, 10 seconds[laughter] 1 hour, 4 minutes, 11 secondsI just I don't know why. I just didn't know that. I didn't realize repentance was not part of the lifestyle of Muslims. It's not. You don't have to change. 1 hour, 4 minutes, 20 secondsYou don't You just have to pray. You You go to Hajj and it wipes all your sins. 1 hour, 4 minutes, 24 secondsIt starts you at zero. So you go walk around the the black square in the Cabba and it takes all your sins away. You kiss it. Literally this is what it 1 hour, 4 minutes, 33 secondsteaches. It's paganism is Arabian paganism. They've been doing that before before Muhammad's days. So all they did 1 hour, 4 minutes, 42 secondswas slap the name Abraham on it and say Abraham built it. So what they did was is they bastardized all the stories of 1 hour, 4 minutes, 50 secondsthe Bible and then changed the key details to take everything that was powerful in the gospel away. 1 hour, 4 minutes, 58 secondsEvery single thing that gives us power in Christ, the crucifixion, they say it doesn't happen. 1 hour, 5 minutes, 3 secondsThey said it that Allah only made it appear that it happened. Why? Cuz in the Bible it says that if Christ was not crucified, 1 hour, 5 minutes, 12 seconds[laughter] 1 hour, 5 minutes, 12 secondswe're all glory is in vain. 1 hour, 5 minutes, 15 secondsIt's in vain. And they they listen. The devil's listening to this and he said, "Okay, we're going to make it seem like Christ wasn't crucified. We're going to make billions of people believe that 1 hour, 5 minutes, 22 secondsChrist was never crucified because then that takes away our sin offering power of the gospel. 1 hour, 5 minutes, 29 secondsThat is what the gospel and that's what they're trying to negate. They're attacking us directly. They're attacking our salvation directly and we have to 1 hour, 5 minutes, 37 secondsattack them directly." This is a spiritual battle. We're not wrestling against flesh, but we dealing with the Antichrist spirit. People 1 hour, 5 minutes, 46 secondsthink that Islam, there's even some Christians that believe that Islam is the same God, has the same God as Christianity. Come on, man. 1 hour, 5 minutes, 55 secondsIt's not true. Allah is a demon. I'm telling you this. And it's like when I was set free from this, I could I could 1 hour, 6 minutes, 3 secondseven feel it. Like when I would bow down, I could see it was like I could see this black figure in front. And that's why they make you pray towards 1 hour, 6 minutes, 10 secondsthe black cabba. You're playing to you're praying to a house of demons. 1 hour, 6 minutes, 15 secondsSo, I finally got out and I'm still living my same lifestyle now that I've been around all these criminals all the time. I'm just like, "Oh, I want to get 1 hour, 6 minutes, 23 secondsin the streets now." H I wasn't before, but I'm like, "I want to get in the streets now." So, I hop in the streets. Started trapping, started 1 hour, 6 minutes, 32 secondsdoing all those type of crazy stuff. I started rapping. I said, "I'm going to be a drill rapper." Remember I said it. 1 hour, 6 minutes, 36 secondsI said I told my mom, I said, "I don't want to be a minister. I want to be a rapper." M and I said I remember it was a moment where I said I want the riches and the fame and I want to and I'm okay to risk my life get to get it. 1 hour, 6 minutes, 46 secondsI want the riches and the fame but I'm okay to risk my life to get it. I made a conscious decision and within 6 months I was sitting in a jail cell. 1 hour, 6 minutes, 55 secondsYeah. 6 months again. Yeah. You went back to jail. Back to jail. 1 hour, 7 minutes, 2 secondsAnd this time I was like, "Oh man, now it really is my fault." And I remember I prayed. 1 hour, 7 minutes, 10 seconds[laughter] 1 hour, 7 minutes, 11 secondsYou really did it. 1 hour, 7 minutes, 12 secondsI prayed and I said, "Oh man." I said, "God, if you let me out, I promise you I'll help my people." I don't know what made 1 hour, 7 minutes, 20 secondsme say that. I don't know what made me say that. But I said, "I ain't about to do the Muslim salah prayer." I said, "I 1 hour, 7 minutes, 27 secondsneed to talk to God himself. [laughter] I ain't about to yell." know I need to talk to God. We got to have a conversation cuz I ain't trying to be in 1 hour, 7 minutes, 35 secondshere. And I said, "God, if you get me out, I'll help my people." 5 minutes later, I hear Jones, pack up. 1 hour, 7 minutes, 43 seconds5 minutes. 5 minutes later. Jones, pack up. Made bell. They just gave me bell. 1 hour, 7 minutes, 57 secondsThe judge signed off on it. Let him out. God. That was God. Yes, sir. 1 hour, 8 minutes, 4 secondsThat was God. Now, so now I'm going through this point in my life, right? 1 hour, 8 minutes, 10 secondsI'm going through this point in my life and I'm sitting there and I'm saying, "Where do I go from here? 1 hour, 8 minutes, 19 secondsI tried to be a rapper. It's getting me in trouble." Mhm. 1 hour, 8 minutes, 23 secondsThey getting me in these senseless street beefs. Now I'm hanging out with my manager and all these other people. 1 hour, 8 minutes, 30 secondsThese people are into street stuff. 1 hour, 8 minutes, 33 secondsThey trying to pull me into street stuff. 1 hour, 8 minutes, 36 secondsI done quit my job trying to be a rapper. Now I ain't got no money. Mhm. 1 hour, 8 minutes, 41 secondsYeah. [laughter] I'm like, I don't know what to do. Mhm. And I remember what my mother told me. 1 hour, 8 minutes, 48 secondsShe told me when she first found out that I I converted to Islam, she told me, she said, "One day you going to need Jesus. 1 hour, 8 minutes, 57 secondsAnd when you don't know what to do, call on Jesus." Thank you, Lord. 1 hour, 9 minutes, 1 secondAnd that's all I remember. [laughter] So, I got down and I was like, "God, 1 hour, 9 minutes, 9 secondsI don't know what way to go. If I go right, I fall in a ditch. If I go left, I fall into a ditch." H 1 hour, 9 minutes, 17 secondsLord, show me the way. Save my life. And if you save my life, I will give you my life as a living sacrifice. Wow. 1 hour, 9 minutes, 25 secondsI'll go wherever you want me to go. I'll say whatever you want me to say. I'll do whatever you want want me to do. Just save my life. 1 hour, 9 minutes, 35 secondsAnd it was at that moment where I heard God's voice clearly for the first time. And he said, "Go to Africa. 1 hour, 9 minutes, 48 secondsI was like, "Excuse me, go to Africa. I never been to Africa. I don't have no family in Africa. I don't know anyone 1 hour, 9 minutes, 55 seconds[clears throat] in Africa. I never left the country. I don't even have a passport. I don't have a job." 1 hour, 10 minutes[laughter] 1 hour, 10 minutes, 1 secondThat's wild. 1 hour, 10 minutes, 2 secondsWhat do you mean go to Africa? And he said, he spoke to me again. He said, "Just go. I'm going to provide everything else." 1 hour, 10 minutes, 10 secondsAnd lo and behold, he did that. And in the meantime, 1 hour, 10 minutes, 20 secondsI'm like, "Okay, I'm going still figure things out. I I didn't just jump up and go to Africa one day the next day." It took some time, right? I had to prepare. 1 hour, 10 minutes, 28 secondsMhm. 1 hour, 10 minutes, 28 secondsAnd while I was preparing, God was doing miracles. God was out here working miracles. 1 hour, 10 minutes, 37 secondsLike what? So the first thing was this. So I go back around to my neighborhood, right? And I 1 hour, 10 minutes, 45 secondsend up getting in a fight with somebody and it was one of the older people from my neighborhood. He had said something, he ended up threatening me. And I was 1 hour, 10 minutes, 53 secondsraised by my father. He said, "If anybody threaten you, you got to take it there." So I boop boop boop. I put hands on him, put him out, he go to sleep. 1 hour, 11 minutes, 3 secondsHe wake up. He like, "Oh, I'm going to go get my son." I'm like, "Go get your son. I'll knock him out, too." I'm like, 1 hour, 11 minutes, 10 seconds"Yeah, I'm with it." Little did I know, when his son came back, he ain't come to fight. 1 hour, 11 minutes, 19 secondsHe did not come to fight. So, 10 minutes later, I see the car pulling back up. I step in the street. I'm ready to go. And 1 hour, 11 minutes, 26 secondsI [clears throat] see him getting out the car. But when he get out the car, he ain't got his hands up. He pull a blick out. 1 hour, 11 minutes, 33 secondsHe upped the blick on me. So now time freeze. I'm like, "Oh, hold on. This is different." So I'm like, "All right, I gota I got to get out of here now." So 1 hour, 11 minutes, 41 secondsI'm like, "I can go right. I can go left." And I'm like, "Okay." So I'm just like that same voice telling me, "Don't go left. 1 hour, 11 minutes, 49 secondsDon't go that way." And then I'm like, "All right, if I go right, it was a bunch of kids playing. We right in front of the the bode what we call a Poppy 1 hour, 11 minutes, 57 secondsstore. I don't know what you call it, but in New York they call it, but it's like a little corner store." Mhm. 1 hour, 12 minutes, 3 secondsIt's a house right next to it. All these kids, like maybe 10, 15 kids praying outside and I'm just like, I can't go right there. He going to start shooting. 1 hour, 12 minutes, 11 secondsOne of them kids going to get hit. So I I went with option. That wasn't even on the tape. I said, I'm going to go straight. I'll go straight into the street. Straight directly towards him. 1 hour, 12 minutes, 21 secondsHe's on that side of the street. I'm on this side of the street. So I go into the street and I said, I'm going to run straight up the street. So if you shoot, the bullets going to go up the street. 1 hour, 12 minutes, 27 secondsAt least the kids, nobody ain't nobody going to get hit. Kids won't get hit. 1 hour, 12 minutes, 31 secondsSo you ran towards him. I ran towards him. So now I'm putting myself directly in front of him. He's literally 5t behind me now. I'm right here. He's 1 hour, 12 minutes, 39 secondsright there. So he start shooting. Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom. 1 hour, 12 minutes, 44 secondsThe first thing that I feel is like pressure. I feel like pressureing like this burning pressure and burning. Then 1 hour, 12 minutes, 51 secondsI drop like sack of potatoes. I drop to the ground and I feel this sharp pain in 1 hour, 12 minutes, 58 secondsmy back. And the next thing I see, I see a bullet smack next to my head. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 5 secondsLike, and I'm like, all I see is white. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 9 secondsAnd next thing I know, all I see is white. It's like I'm wrapped in white. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 13 secondsLike I'm in a cloak and I'm being turned like this. And the next thing I know, I'm on my feet. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 20 secondsI'm on my feet and I'm running. He run out of bullets. So, he stopped shooting. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 25 secondsI run around the corner. There's a alleyway. I get in the alleyway. I hide between these cars. I lay on the ground and I go to put pressure on my wounds. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 33 secondsSo when I go to the wound, I I go to put pressure on the wound. I look and and I don't feel anything. The pain that was there in that same spot is gone. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 43 secondsThen I pull up I pull my pants, look everywhere, no blood. All I see is I got some scratches on my elbows from when I fell down. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 52 secondsSo I know that this happened because I'm seeing the scrapes on my arm. But I'm in shock now. I don't know what's going on. 1 hour, 13 minutes, 57 secondsLike how? like I'm in shock. So I get up and I walk back around the corner. 1 hour, 14 minutes, 1 secondLiterally, this is like 2 minutes after it just happened. He could still be around there, but I'm in shock at this point. I'm like, I don't know what's going on. I got to go back there. 1 hour, 14 minutes, 8 secondsI go back there and my friends, there's maybe 10, 15 people outside. 1 hour, 14 minutes, 13 secondsThey running up to me. They trying to put me in the car because in in Philly, a lot of times the cops take too long to get there in the ambulance. So people 1 hour, 14 minutes, 20 secondsjust put you in a car and take me to the hospital themselves. So that's what they trying to do. They want me to get in the car. Let's go to the hospital. let's go to the hospital. I said, "Yo yo yo, I'm good." They said, "Yo, get in the car. 1 hour, 14 minutes, 29 secondsThey trying to physically put me in the car." I said, "Yo, I'm good." Said, "What?" I said, "I didn't get hit." And said, "What?" I said, "I'm not shot." They didn't believe me. I had to lift up 1 hour, 14 minutes, 37 secondsmy shirt and show them. And then my friend, who wasn't even religious at the time, he looked at me right in my face. 1 hour, 14 minutes, 43 secondsAnd I'll never forget what he said. He said, "God got a plan for you." And I didn't even understand what that meant. I didn't understand it at all. 1 hour, 14 minutes, 54 secondsI'm still in shock from what just happened. 1 hour, 14 minutes, 57 secondsBut God literally supernaturally took those bullets out of my body. I got shot up that day. I got shot up that day. I I told you 1 hour, 15 minutes, 4 secondsI've been living in Philly since I was about 7 years old. I've been getting shot at every single summer. We had to run from bullets. 1 hour, 15 minutes, 11 secondsEvery single summer. So I know what it's like when you get missed. I know it's like when you get hit. I've seen a lot of people get hit. I had a lot of people that got hit and told me how it felt. 1 hour, 15 minutes, 19 secondsAnd I know what I felt. Oh my gosh. 1 hour, 15 minutes, 21 secondsThat man emptied the clip on me. My friend told me, he said, "Yo, we saw him stand over top of you. He emptied the clip. 1 hour, 15 minutes, 27 secondsHe stood over top of you?" Yes. Nah, bro. Yes. 1 hour, 15 minutes, 32 secondsStood over top of me and wrapped me up. 1 hour, 15 minutes, 38 secondsOh, his and he took those bullets out of my body. And that's the only reason I'm 1 hour, 15 minutes, 47 secondssitting here right now. I wouldn't be here right now if it wasn't for that. There will be no testimony. 1 hour, 15 minutes, 57 secondsThere's only a testimony because I withtood the test. God saved me through the trials. 1 hour, 16 minutes, 4 secondsWow. 1 hour, 16 minutes, 6 secondsAnd he was doing these type of miracles for me. And he put supernatural provision in front of me, connected me 1 hour, 16 minutes, 14 secondswith somebody to give me a job, controlling the whole kitchen. And I was like, how did this just happen? He said, call that man, ask him for a job. 1 hour, 16 minutes, 22 secondscalling master job. A week later, I'm in there. 1 hour, 16 minutes, 28 secondsThey give me the connections that I need to go to Africa that I actually used to go to Africa. 1 hour, 16 minutes, 34 secondsH and helped me get my visa, everything. 1 hour, 16 minutes, 40 secondsWent over there. And when I went to Africa, I didn't know what I was going to do. I had no plan whatsoever. But God 1 hour, 16 minutes, 49 secondssaid, he said, "Go and I'll provide." He said, he told me to have strength. 1 hour, 16 minutes, 55 secondsAnd he did so many other little small miracles that I'm not going to get into for the time sake. But I remember around the time when I first got there, I said, 1 hour, 17 minutes, 3 seconds"Listen, I'm about to go back. I don't have I don't have enough money. I don't been staying in hotels. My money's running out. I don't like the way this 1 hour, 17 minutes, 12 secondsis going. I'm just about to go back and pick my life up where I left it off at. 1 hour, 17 minutes, 17 secondsI got my music career. I got all this other stuff. 1 hour, 17 minutes, 21 secondsWhy stop? And he told me, he said, "I want you to read and I want you to 1 hour, 17 minutes, 29 secondswrite." And I said, "But how I'm going to read and write? I ain't got nowhere to stay." I said, "If you want me to do that, I'll 1 hour, 17 minutes, 36 secondsdo it, but you got to take care of me." I told him, I was like, "I'm having a conversation with God. You got to have a conversation with God." I said, "If you 1 hour, 17 minutes, 43 secondswant me to do this, I'll do it, but you have to take care of me. you have to provide for me. 3 days later, 1 hour, 17 minutes, 50 secondsa man walks up to me on the street and he says, "I saw you in a dream." I said, "Excuse me?" 1 hour, 17 minutes, 58 secondsAnd normally I wouldn't stop for people, but he walks up to me. He says, "I want to tell you something. Don't don't feel like weird or anything, but I saw you in 1 hour, 18 minutes, 7 secondsa dream and said you need help." And the Holy Spirit told me that now I understand was the Holy Spirit. He said, 1 hour, 18 minutes, 13 seconds"Listen to him." And he said, "I want to take you to meet somebody." He said, "I want to take you to meet somebody, but 1 hour, 18 minutes, 21 secondscome with me." And he told me, he said, "Go with him." The Holy Spirit told me, he said, "Go with him." And I went with him. He took me to a lady. And this lady 1 hour, 18 minutes, 29 secondswas looked at me and she said, [clears throat] "She she she had like a little school." And she looked at me and she said, "What brings you to here? What 1 hour, 18 minutes, 38 secondsbrings you to Africa?" And I said, "I'm on a spiritual journey." And then that's what made her stop me. She said, "I'm a spiritual woman, too." And then she 1 hour, 18 minutes, 46 secondslooked at me. She said, "I have an apartment upstairs. It's three bedrooms. 1 hour, 18 minutes, 49 secondsNobody's ever lived in it yet. If you want it, you can have it." Mhm. And guess what? It was on top of a library. 1 hour, 18 minutes, 57 seconds[laughter] Are you sure that wasn't an angel? 1 hour, 19 minutes, 1 secondWhat? And she gave me the key to the library and she said, "You can read and take any book that you want. Just help 1 hour, 19 minutes, 9 secondsme fix it up. Put it back whenever you're done." gave me the key to the library and the key to a brand new apartment. 1 hour, 19 minutes, 17 secondsThree days after I literally just prayed to God and said, "Listen, I don't like my living situation. You going to have to provide for me [laughter] 1 hour, 19 minutes, 26 secondsand you want me to read and write? Okay, make a way. 1 hour, 19 minutes, 29 secondsMake a way." And that's what he did. He gave me an apartment right on top of a library that I stayed in for a whole almost two years. And I read and I 1 hour, 19 minutes, 38 secondswrote. I would take the these different texts and I would write them down. I was reading everything. I 1 hour, 19 minutes, 46 secondsdon't care. I didn't care what it was. I I just wanted to learn who God was. And that was my whole mission to learn who God was. And I read the Anuma Alish. I 1 hour, 19 minutes, 54 secondsread the the the the books about the Anunnaki. I read books from Robert Temple, the Osiris mystery. I read the 1 hour, 20 minutes, 1 secondgolden age of the Moors. I read the presence of Asia blacks in early Asia and Europe. I've read so many books, the 1 hour, 20 minutes, 8 secondsEpic of Gilgamesh, that she has so many books and I found that there was one thing that they all had in common and 1 hour, 20 minutes, 16 secondsthat there was one thing that the Bible held alone. All of these books, they 1 hour, 20 minutes, 23 secondstold me about the past. They told me what happened with these people or this God, what this God did or something like 1 hour, 20 minutes, 31 secondsthat. But only the Bible told me the future. 1 hour, 20 minutes, 37 secondsOnly the Bible was able to predict accurately prophecies over and over and 1 hour, 20 minutes, 44 secondsover again accurately telling the future. To this day, I've never been able to come across any document like 1 hour, 20 minutes, 51 secondsthat. There's no book on this earth in this world that's like the word of God. 1 hour, 20 minutes, 57 secondsH and truly, if you sit down and you study with the with an open heart, there you go. with a open heart and with 1 hour, 21 minutes, 6 secondsthe the the the help of the Holy Spirit, you'll come to the same conclusion every single time. And while 1 hour, 21 minutes, 14 secondsI'm doing all of this, I'm still a Muslim in my mind. I'm still walking up to people. Assalamu alaykum. I'm still walking up to people. I'm still greeting. I'm still going to the mosque. 1 hour, 21 minutes, 23 secondsWow. 1 hour, 21 minutes, 25 secondsBut I'm secretly praying to praying to Jesus because this is the thing I want people to understand. There's a social stigma 1 hour, 21 minutes, 34 secondsto you if you leave Islam. So you they you'll hold on for dear life. I promise you. I was holding on. That's the thing. 1 hour, 21 minutes, 41 secondsI was holding on. Even though I was still going and praying like my mom taught me, I was still holding on. And one day 1 hour, 21 minutes, 50 secondseverything changed. I I couldn't do it anymore. 1 hour, 21 minutes, 53 secondsOne day I went to the mosque normal day and I'm praying it was the noon prayer 1 hour, 22 minutes, 1 secondcalled dor and we get into the the the first raat it's like four rakats we get into the first one I tag bear I go down 1 hour, 22 minutes, 9 secondsand I prostrate when I come up to sit in sil which is like the sitting position 1 hour, 22 minutes, 16 secondsI notice that I hear that voice again and it says something I never thought I would hear. It says, "No [clears throat] 1 hour, 22 minutes, 23 secondslonger pray like this." And I'm instantly I become terrified 1 hour, 22 minutes, 30 secondsbecause now the same voice that I have recognizes the voice of God has told me to no longer pray like this. And I'm in 1 hour, 22 minutes, 38 secondsthe mosque. I'm in the middle. It's like 300 Muslims surrounding. [laughter] I'm like, if I don't pray, there going to be some questions. And now I had to choose. 1 hour, 22 minutes, 50 secondsAm I gonna obey God or I'm gonna obey man? 1 hour, 22 minutes, 54 secondsWhat made you so sure that that was the voice of God? 1 hour, 22 minutes, 56 secondsBecause of the miracles that he did in my life. 1 hour, 23 minutes, 1 secondI It was It was undeniable. It's like in the book of John, I believe chapter 20, he said, "You believe because you have seen. I I was doubting Thomas. 1 hour, 23 minutes, 12 secondsI believed because I saw." I didn't follow God because, you know, I just 1 hour, 23 minutes, 19 secondsalways was so faithful. But God literally manifested himself to me. He really revealed himself to me in a real 1 hour, 23 minutes, 26 secondstangible way through his miracles. He worked so powerfully in my life. Even when I was in my rebellion, even when I 1 hour, 23 minutes, 34 secondswas far away from him, he always reached out for me. He always, like it says, he leaves the 99 for the one. And I was 1 hour, 23 minutes, 43 secondsthat one. And when I heard his voice, I said, "There's no way that I'm about to ignore his voice. There's no way." He 1 hour, 23 minutes, 51 secondssaid, "And my sheep hear my voice." [snorts] And I heard it and I was like, "Am I going to follow these strangers 1 hour, 23 minutes, 58 secondsor I'mma follow the shepherd?" Now, mind you, I didn't know none of these verses at the time. [laughter] But I said, "You know what? I'm not 1 hour, 24 minutes, 7 secondsgoing to disrespect God. I'm not going to disrespect these people either. I'mma stay right here and I'mma just sit. 1 hour, 24 minutes, 14 seconds[laughter] I'mma stop praying. I'mma just sit on the ground. And for the most part, they didn't even realize what I was doing except for my friend that I 1 hour, 24 minutes, 21 secondswas praying next to. And he asked me, he said, "Why didn't you tag beer with us?" And I didn't want to tell him at first cuz I knew what he was going to say. He 1 hour, 24 minutes, 28 secondswas going to say, "I'll stop for law." [snorts] And he kept asking me. He kept asking me. So eventually I told him, I said, "I heard a voice that said, "No 1 hour, 24 minutes, 35 secondslonger pray like this." and automatically say for what does that mean? So astral law means like god forbid. 1 hour, 24 minutes, 44 secondsIt's like a way of saying god forbid. So like when you pray you'll say like to ward off the devil basically. 1 hour, 24 minutes, 50 secondsAnd it's what you say when someone says something that could be blasphemous or sherk like blasphemy. 1 hour, 24 minutes, 58 secondsSo I tell him I say you know you know me we go to the mosque every single day sometimes twice a day. You know me I 1 hour, 25 minutes, 5 secondslove I love God. I want my dean which like de means religion and he said you know what you're right he says so you 1 hour, 25 minutes, 11 secondsknow what Allah he said that the demons or the shayan 1 hour, 25 minutes, 18 secondscannot speak inside of the mosque so you know what go home and pray and Allah will tell you ask him what's this 1 hour, 25 minutes, 27 secondsvoice that you're hearing that says no longer pray like this and what does he mean by no longer pray like this what does he mean I said you know what that's 1 hour, 25 minutes, 35 secondsa great idea you cuz like I said, I was sincere in my faith to God and I did not want to disrespect God in any type of 1 hour, 25 minutes, 44 secondsway. I wanted to obey God. I didn't want to disobey him. So, I said, "You know what? I'm going to take advice. I'm going to go home and pray." Now, what I saw when I went home and pray, I was not ready for it. 1 hour, 25 minutes, 53 secondsI was not ready for it. I went home and I prayed. I got on my knees and I put my hands like this in an open position. 1 hour, 25 minutes, 59 secondsThat's really called dua. And I looked up and I started praying. 1 hour, 26 minutes, 4 seconds[clears throat] 1 hour, 26 minutes, 4 secondsI didn't say the prayer the salat where they say and stuff. I started praying like I normally do in my heart to God and I asked him I said God what do you 1 hour, 26 minutes, 12 secondsmean by this no longer pray like this and how do you want me to pray and immediately slumber came over me and 1 hour, 26 minutes, 21 secondsI was taken into a vision. I was pulled out of my body and I could see myself kneeling on the ground right there. My room was exactly the same. And I looked 1 hour, 26 minutes, 29 secondsto my right and my doorway was one who had the appearance of Muhammad. I don't know what Muhammad looked like, but it was communicated to me in the spirit 1 hour, 26 minutes, 36 secondsthat this was Muhammad. And he said to me, he said, "Do you no longer wish to pray with us?" And I didn't answer. 1 hour, 26 minutes, 46 secondsBut something also communicated to me in the spirit said, "Look in front of you." And when I looked in front of me, it was one like unto the son of man. 1 hour, 26 minutes, 57 secondsHe was so bright like lightning. His countenance, his face, everything, it was so bright you couldn't look at it. All you could see was his silhouette. 1 hour, 27 minutes, 6 secondsAnd he began to speak. 1 hour, 27 minutes, 9 secondsAnd as he spoke, I also spoke with him. And he said this. 1 hour, 27 minutes, 15 secondsHe said, "No, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, I anoint you with oil." 1 hour, 27 minutes, 22 secondsAnd he poured oil on my head. And I renounced Islam from that day. 1 hour, 27 minutes, 28 secondsAnd it was truly humbling that after this entire process of turning my my 1 hour, 27 minutes, 35 secondsback on the church, of turning my back on Jesus, praying to a false god that I had to 1 hour, 27 minutes, 44 secondscome back and look my mother in the face and tell her you were right. It was Jesus all along. 1 hour, 27 minutes, 53 secondsIt was Jesus the whole time that was protecting me. It was Jesus the whole time that was doing miracle after miracle after miracle. 1 hour, 28 minutes, 5 secondsDid you think the miracles that were done up until that point was Allah or you? Who did you think it was? 1 hour, 28 minutes, 12 secondsHonestly, I had no idea at this point in my life. I was I was 1 hour, 28 minutes, 20 secondsfalling out of the Islamic realm. I was falling out of it because 1 hour, 28 minutes, 27 secondsI'm going through these rituals over and over again. These religious rights. You pray five times a day. You 1 hour, 28 minutes, 35 secondssay the raats. You say the suras. You repeat it. You repeat it. You recite. And it becomes like a mechanical thing. You don't feel it in your heart anymore. 1 hour, 28 minutes, 44 secondsSo now I'm looking for what I can feel. 1 hour, 28 minutes, 47 secondsI'm like, I need to feel God. I need to hear God. So now I would pray Islamically, but I wouldn't feel anything. 1 hour, 28 minutes, 57 secondsBut when I would pray to God with my heart, when I would pray with my heart, oh, I I would get brought down to tears, 1 hour, 29 minutes, 5 secondsI would feel his presence over me heavily. I would hear his voice minister to me and tell me what to do. And and what anything he told me to do, I would never fail at it. 1 hour, 29 minutes, 15 secondsThe doors would just swing open, sweep open, sweep open. And anytime I tried to go off of that path, every door would close. 1 hour, 29 minutes, 22 secondsI would try so hard chosen [laughter] to leave and it be like, "No." Wow. 1 hour, 29 minutes, 28 secondsAnd and and it it it's is giving me a revelation of what he said. He said in the book of John chapter 10 20, he says, 1 hour, 29 minutes, 36 seconds"No one will pluck them out of my hand." Wow. Come on, man. 1 hour, 29 minutes, 42 secondsNo matter what I did, he never let me go. 1 hour, 29 minutes, 45 secondsThat's how faithful he is. And that's why I sit up here and I give these testimonies because no matter what I did, all the bad stuff that I did in my 1 hour, 29 minutes, 53 secondslife, all the times that I turned away, he kept me in his hand. He never let me go and he gave me the chance and the 1 hour, 30 minutesmaturity to come back to him, brother. 1 hour, 30 minutes, 9 seconds[laughter] 1 hour, 30 minutes, 12 secondsSo, it's it's it's kind of tough like to listen to the part where you went to jail, 1 hour, 30 minutes, 20 secondsdevelop this hatred and racism, and all the while that was part of the mission of the Lord in your life to get you to 1 hour, 30 minutes, 28 secondsthe point so you could He allowed you to learn wrong so that when you got it right, you'll go back and restore many. 1 hour, 30 minutes, 37 secondsMhm. 1 hour, 30 minutes, 39 secondsYep. And I want to I want to share how he did that to me specifically with the racism part because I I shared a video 1 hour, 30 minutes, 46 secondsabout this and and it touched so many people. And 1 hour, 30 minutes, 50 seconds[clears throat] 1 hour, 30 minutes, 50 secondsso that racism in me was cured through the anointing that he poured out 1 hour, 30 minutes, 58 secondsover me, which is the knowledge where he taught me all things. And he allowed me to understand the principles of good and 1 hour, 31 minutes, 7 secondsevil. See, we are told, and many even black Christians still believe this to this day, that racism is a thing that has to do 1 hour, 31 minutes, 16 secondswith like society. It's something that has to do with the culture. No, it's evil. It comes from the devil. It's sin. 1 hour, 31 minutes, 24 secondsIt's wickedness. 1 hour, 31 minutes, 26 secondsWe're not wrestling against the KKK, okay? We're dealing with spiritual wickedness. 1 hour, 31 minutes, 31 secondsThe devil hates to see God's people together. Wow. So, he wants to divide and conquer us. 1 hour, 31 minutes, 36 secondsThat's why they got a white church and a black church. Ain't no white church and no black church. It's the church. He's coming back for a spotless bride. Come on, man. One bride. 1 hour, 31 minutes, 44 secondsYes, sir. 1 hour, 31 minutes, 45 secondsAnd it says, "Though we are many in the in the book of Romans chapter 12, we are one body in Christ." So, as he was having me sit down, I read 1 hour, 31 minutes, 54 secondsthis book called The Golden Age of the Morris as I was in this goldenest season while I was reading and studying. And what I found out is that 1 hour, 32 minutes, 4 secondsevil is a human condition that we all share equally. It's not just white people alone. 1 hour, 32 minutes, 11 secondsWhite people actually were slaves, too. Wow. 1 hour, 32 minutes, 15 secondsWhite people were actually enslaved by black people. Many people don't know this. 1 hour, 32 minutes, 23 secondsWhite people see when when when the Arabs came through Africa, they did what every empire did. They took on they 1 hour, 32 minutes, 30 secondsabsorbed the nations which they conquered. 1 hour, 32 minutes, 33 secondsSo when the Arabs would come invade your land, they wasn't just Arabs coming. 1 hour, 32 minutes, 37 secondsThey when they when they came through Egypt, now they had Egyptians with them. 1 hour, 32 minutes, 40 secondsWhen they came through Libya, now they had Libyans with them. And when they came through West Africa, now they had West Africans with them as well. 1 hour, 32 minutes, 46 secondsAnd this is verifiable history that this is why you see the Moors in Europe, you see these black men wearing armor. How 1 hour, 32 minutes, 54 secondsdo you think they got there? Then they weren't slaves. M see when 1 hour, 33 minutes, 1 secondthe Arabs came through Africa many African kings say you know what 1 hour, 33 minutes, 8 secondswe're going to join Islam we're going to become Muslim because we see what happened to the ones who don't and we're going to ally with them and 1 hour, 33 minutes, 16 secondsnow we're going to what invade Europe so they invaded Portugal in the year 7-eleven AD they invaded Spain they 1 hour, 33 minutes, 25 secondsinvaded southern France up to the Pyrenees mountains. They invaded Sicily. 1 hour, 33 minutes, 29 secondsThey invaded Italy. And in the historical accounts, they detail about 1 hour, 33 minutes, 35 secondshow they took so many white women as slaves, specifically as concubines and herums of the Sultans and the Emirs. 1 hour, 33 minutes, 49 secondsAnd literally the word slave comes from the term Slav. is is for the Slavic people. 1 hour, 33 minutes, 57 secondsWow. 1 hour, 33 minutes, 58 secondsSo people don't understand. They think slaves are just black people. No, it's not exclusive to black people. Everybody was enslaved. White people sold white 1 hour, 34 minutes, 6 secondspeople. Black people sold black people and vice versa. 1 hour, 34 minutes, 11 secondsSo there was a thing called the Barbar slave trade. Somebody go look this up. 1 hour, 34 minutes, 15 secondsthe Barbarie slave trade where millions of white women were taken away and millions of white men were taken away. 1 hour, 34 minutes, 24 secondsBrought into Middle East and Africa. The men were castrated and made into Unix. 1 hour, 34 minutes, 30 secondsReal evil stuff. Yes, black people are also capable of evil. Not only white people are are capable of evil. 1 hour, 34 minutes, 37 secondsSo I So then God was showing me something and all of this knowledge he was showing me something. He said, "So [clears throat] we think that white 1 hour, 34 minutes, 46 secondspeople target Middle Eastern or European nations target Middle Eastern countries and African nations to this day for no 1 hour, 34 minutes, 53 secondsreason. It's not. In fact, there's been a long war that's been going on between these people back and forth. So 1 hour, 35 minutes, 4 secondsthe Arabs along with Africans were ruling in Europe for 700 almost 800 years. Mhm. 1 hour, 35 minutes, 13 secondsNow, if you flip the tables and you compare it, how long was the transatlantic slave trade? It wasn't 800 years, maybe 500. 1 hour, 35 minutes, 22 secondsSo, technically, they had got the the worst of the ordeal, but they just don't talk about it. You have to actually go in the history books to go look it up. 1 hour, 35 minutes, 31 secondsSo, this is fresh in our mind. So, all we think about every time we something happens, we say racism, racism, racism. 1 hour, 35 minutes, 37 secondsAnd not everything is racism. Does racism racism exist? Yes, it does. But it's equally capable for black people to be racist and white people to be racist. 1 hour, 35 minutes, 47 secondsSo when God let me know this, I said, "Well, if you punch me in my face and I punch you back, I think that's even. If 1 hour, 35 minutes, 55 secondsI punch you and then you punch me back, I think that's even." So what happened is is that we victimize 1 hour, 36 minutes, 2 secondswhite people. And this is why when you see like in the year 1492, that was actually the the fall of the last Moorish kingdom. M 1 hour, 36 minutes, 11 secondsand that's when they said you know what in 1503 King Ferdinand said now we're going to go start this transatlantic 1 hour, 36 minutes, 17 secondsslave trade. It was revenge and hatred breeds more hatred and violence breeds more violence. 1 hour, 36 minutes, 26 secondsNow if we're going to hold them accountable for the bad things. Yes. Now back to the situation where I told you 1 hour, 36 minutes, 34 secondslike my mom you're going to recognize the bad things. Recognize the good too. 1 hour, 36 minutes, 38 secondsThere's only one society in the entire human history that ever outlawed slavery. 1 hour, 36 minutes, 46 secondsThat is the Christian society which was started by Europeans. So Christian Europeans and 1 hour, 36 minutes, 54 secondsAfrican Christians came together started the abolitionist movement based upon Jesus Christ where he said 1 hour, 37 minutes, 2 secondsthere is no what? Jew nor Greek but we are all one in Jesus Christ. Eman said that he came to set the captives free. 1 hour, 37 minutes, 10 secondsThis is the reason why that slavery is no longer here. This is the reason why that the people with the last name Jones 1 hour, 37 minutes, 17 secondsWilliams Robert are free today. If it was not for Christianity, slavery would still be booming business right now. And 1 hour, 37 minutes, 26 secondswe see that in the Middle East. They still doing it. They still Why? Because in Islam, that's okay. M 1 hour, 37 minutes, 33 secondsbut only Christianity, for all the people out there that think that Christianity is a white man's religion, only Christianity 1 hour, 37 minutes, 40 secondsis the reason why that we even have the slave abolition. It's the reason why we even have the freedoms that we have today. Wow. 1 hour, 37 minutes, 49 secondsAnd God let me know that. 1 hour, 37 minutes, 52 secondsSo if you want to if you want to do something, just give thanks to what Jesus did through the Christians. 1 hour, 37 minutes, 57 secondsGive thanks for what Jesus did through the Christians. And it started in Africa and it spread to Europe. 1 hour, 38 minutes, 4 secondsChristianity was in Africa before it was in Europe. 1 hour, 38 minutes, 6 secondsSo it started in Africa, spread to Europe, and then guess what? It came back around and it freed everybody. 1 hour, 38 minutes, 14 secondsSo let's not just talk about the bad, talk about the good. And this is what is going to break down this wall between the black church and the white church. 1 hour, 38 minutes, 22 secondsIt's the knowledge. The book of Hosea says what? Our people perish for lack of knowledge. Yes. 1 hour, 38 minutes, 29 secondsSo good. I I I listened on a Instagram clip of yours. You were talking about an encounter. I don't know 1 hour, 38 minutes, 36 secondsif it was a dream or a vision where you said God showed you hell. Yes. 1 hour, 38 minutes, 41 secondsCould you tell me a little bit about that? 1 hour, 38 minutes, 43 secondsYes. So, while I was in Africa, God showed me so many things. And 1 hour, 38 minutes, 54 secondswhen he showed me this, I was not expecting this. It was a regular night. 1 hour, 38 minutes, 59 secondsAnd at this time I had already I had came out of Islam and I was actively trying to get to know God. I was 1 hour, 39 minutes, 7 secondsenamored with the word. Every day I would wake up. I'll read the word. This is what I did for daily entertainment. I would wake up and listen to ministers 1 hour, 39 minutes, 15 secondspreach and I would take notes and I was just hungry to digest the word in my life. And [clears throat] 1 hour, 39 minutes, 22 secondsone that I went to sleep and I'm being pulled through the earth and I'm being pulled down into into the 1 hour, 39 minutes, 31 secondsdepths of the earth and I can feel being pulled like I'm just being pulled down. 1 hour, 39 minutes, 35 secondsI'm so deep going deep into the earth and the next thing I know the environment changes and I'm no longer 1 hour, 39 minutes, 43 secondsbeing pulled through the earth but I'm being pulled through a mass of human flesh. Bodies. billions of bodies and 1 hour, 39 minutes, 51 secondsI'm being dragged down into the depths of shield. 1 hour, 39 minutes, 55 secondsAnd the first thing that I noticed was the heat. 1 hour, 40 minutesThere was an unquenchable burning that was going on that is not like anything that you've experienced on this earth. 1 hour, 40 minutes, 7 secondsYou feel this heat all the way into your core. Your senses are like are heightened. So, not only that, I can feel this weight of all these bodies. 1 hour, 40 minutes, 19 secondsSo, there's the pressure and the heat of all these bodies. And 1 hour, 40 minutes, 25 secondsI remember I looked over to my left and I saw my brother. 1 hour, 40 minutes, 33 secondsMy brother had passed away due to gun violence. 1 hour, 40 minutes, 38 secondsAnd I'm going to be really specific with this. My brother died in sin. 1 hour, 40 minutes, 43 secondsMy brother went into a plan and agreement with some of his friends that they were going to steal someone's gun, one of their other friends gun because 1 hour, 40 minutes, 52 secondsthey thought he wasn't like that just because they didn't think he was they thought he wasn't going to protect him. They was thought he wasn't going to 1 hour, 41 minutesfight back. So they said, "We want to take his gun." So they ended up getting into a fight over this gun. My brother 1 hour, 41 minutes, 7 secondspulled out a knife and he went to stab the guy with the knife, his own friend with the knife. 1 hour, 41 minutes, 17 secondsThe friend got the gun and shot him once in the stomach and he died right then and there in that sin with that plan. 1 hour, 41 minutes, 30 secondsAnd when I never expected this because he wasn't even the type to do something 1 hour, 41 minutes, 37 secondslike that. So a lot of times what the devil will do is he'll try to get you to step outside of your character to try to be someone you're not. 1 hour, 41 minutes, 47 secondsTry to get you to jump in the streets. Make it look like it's fun. 1 hour, 41 minutes, 51 secondsMake it look like it's exciting. Make it look like oh it's easy. You see they doing it. They're getting away with it. 1 hour, 41 minutes, 56 secondsAnd you never know. The first time you do it be your last your last time. 1 hour, 42 minutes, 1 secondThe first time you try to do it, it'll be your last time. Oh my gosh. 1 hour, 42 minutes, 5 secondsNext thing you know, you burning in hell. I saw my brother in hell, and I could never forget, 1 hour, 42 minutes, 14 secondshe was literally feasting on his own flesh. 1 hour, 42 minutes, 19 secondsYou see, in hell, you hunger, but there's nothing to eat. You thirst, but there's nothing to drink. You have a physical body to feel pain. 1 hour, 42 minutes, 29 secondsSo what do you think you do if you're hungry but you have no food? You see what happens when people are in the 1 hour, 42 minutes, 37 secondsdesert or they in the mountains in a plane crash and they have no food. They eat the dead. 1 hour, 42 minutes, 44 secondsAnd you being dead in hell, but with a flesh that can suffer, they consume their own flesh over and over again. 1 hour, 42 minutes, 55 secondsBut guess what? No matter how much they consume, it never satisfies their hunger. It just regenerates and it's a 1 hour, 43 minutes, 1 secondcycle of torment and you feel all the pain. 1 hour, 43 minutes, 7 secondsAnd I saw this happening and it was mass. 1 hour, 43 minutes, 11 secondsThere was so many bodies there. I'm talking about imagine so many people stacked on top of each other. It looks like an ocean of people. billions of 1 hour, 43 minutes, 20 secondspeople all going through these same type of torments being burnt in this in this in this heat but it's dark. That's the 1 hour, 43 minutes, 26 secondscrazy thing is is is is is fire but it's dark. It's is it's is this experience 1 hour, 43 minutes, 34 secondswas so powerful to me was so frightening to me that it's the only reason that I came into repentance. 1 hour, 43 minutes, 41 secondsSome people always try to assess visions like this and say now you know you're making this up. How you going to 1 hour, 43 minutes, 48 secondssay it's dark and then you gonna say you see bodies? How you going to say it's heat but then you gonna say it's dark? Like explain. 1 hour, 43 minutes, 57 secondsSo when I say it's dark, I mean like not pitch black, but it's dark. Like you would expect like some people expect that you see hell is fire. That fire comes with light. 1 hour, 44 minutes, 7 secondsYeah. 1 hour, 44 minutes, 7 secondsBut this this fire burns like dark. Like it's low. It's not like a bright light. There's no light. 1 hour, 44 minutes, 14 secondsIt's not like a light like this. It's it's a dim light. Like imagine the sun being blocked out from smoke. 1 hour, 44 minutes, 23 secondsI don't know if you've ever seen that before. Like the sun being blocked out. That's what it's like. 1 hour, 44 minutes, 28 secondsIt was like a like a like a orang-ish dark burgundy hue and you you make the images out, 1 hour, 44 minutes, 37 secondsbut you it's not like you seen it in clear HD. It's not like the sun shining light. It's not it's not given like fire light like you would see in the in the 1 hour, 44 minutes, 44 secondsreal world. This fire is is a different fire. And if I could explain it to you 100%. 1 hour, 44 minutes, 51 secondsI would. But I can only tell you what I saw. Yes. 1 hour, 44 minutes, 55 secondsAnd when I saw this on top of the screams and the sounds, it 1 hour, 45 minutes, 5 secondssounds like a symphony of hell. It sounds like the most type of like screeching type of noise. screams, top 1 hour, 45 minutes, 13 secondsof your lungs type of scream. There's no there's no manly cries down there. And when I woke up, I was trembling. 1 hour, 45 minutes, 21 secondsI was shaking it. I I nearly fell out of the bed. 1 hour, 45 minutes, 26 secondsAnd when I did get up, I just started to repent. 1 hour, 45 minutes, 32 secondsI just started to repent. I started to call out to God. 1 hour, 45 minutes, 36 secondsAnd it was that moment that where I called my girlfriend 1 hour, 45 minutes, 43 secondsthat I had at the time and I told her, I said, "Look, we we can't no longer fornicate anymore. 1 hour, 45 minutes, 49 secondsWe're not married. We can't no longer have sex. 1 hour, 45 minutes, 54 secondsThat's a sin and I'm not going to hell for you or for nobody else." Listen, I said, "I don't care how good you look. 1 hour, 46 minutes, 3 secondsI don't care how good it feels. I'm not going to hell for nobody. Where I just came from, I'm not going there for nobody. I don't care how tough you think 1 hour, 46 minutes, 12 secondsyou are, ain't nobody tough enough for hell. 1 hour, 46 minutes, 16 secondsAnd I said, no matter what, I can never go there. And that's what really started my my journey into purity as a man, 1 hour, 46 minutes, 25 secondsliving sanctified and set apart as a man, and starting to look at myself differently through the eyes of God. cuz 1 hour, 46 minutes, 33 secondsI had to stop looking at it through my own eyes and my own understanding and start looking at it like what does God want me to do? 1 hour, 46 minutes, 40 secondsAnd I see the fruit that I had over my life. 1 hour, 46 minutes, 45 secondsAnd even when I gave the testimony, I'll see people in the comments saying, "I repent right now. I'm done. I believe." 1 hour, 46 minutes, 53 secondsAnd I said, "Okay, now I see why." I used to I used to feel so tormented when God showed me this. 1 hour, 47 minutesI used to pray for God to stop showing me these things because after that he showed me my father in hell. No man. 1 hour, 47 minutes, 8 secondsYes. He showed me my father in hell. And [snorts] this is one of the main things that even a lot of Christians they don't like this because they say how can you 1 hour, 47 minutes, 17 secondsbe a pastor and you're praying for people and then you go to hell. They said if anybody should have went to heaven is him. But I thought it was 1 hour, 47 minutes, 24 secondswasn't by works lest any man should boast. 1 hour, 47 minutes, 28 secondsSo you think because you sang on a choir, you think because you prayed over some people, that you said 1 hour, 47 minutes, 37 secondssome prayers that all of a sudden you can live however you want, full of sin and wickedness, and that you're going to go to the kingdom. That's not how it works. 1 hour, 47 minutes, 47 secondsThe devil is a liar. 1 hour, 47 minutes, 51 secondsThe Bible clearly tells us. It says those who do these things will not inherit the kingdom of heaven. 1 hour, 47 minutes, 58 secondsNow, everybody believes that because you answer an altar call that that eternally gives you salvation. 1 hour, 48 minutes, 7 secondsThat's not the truth. In the book of John chapter 10, he says, "My sheep hear my voice and the voice of a stranger 1 hour, 48 minutes, 14 secondsthey will not follow for they do not know him." So if you claim that you know God yet you are following the the the voice of Satan. 1 hour, 48 minutes, 24 secondsCome on man. You are a servant of Satan. 1 hour, 48 minutes, 27 secondsThe Bible tells us that whatever you obey you become a servant of. Oh my goodness. 1 hour, 48 minutes, 34 secondsSo you can't tell me that you are a servant of God but you're obeying the devil. 1 hour, 48 minutes, 39 secondsIt doesn't work that way. [snorts] The Bible tell us that because of grace shall shall we sin so that grace may abound. God forbid. Now, when I tell 1 hour, 48 minutes, 47 secondspeople this, they think that, oh, I'm I'm preaching a worksbased salvation. 1 hour, 48 minutes, 51 secondsI'm not. I'm not. We are saved by grace through faith through what Jesus Christ did on the cross, but we have to receive it. 1 hour, 48 minutes, 59 secondsOh my goodness. 1 hour, 49 minutesIf your hands is full of sin, how you going to pick up something holy? 1 hour, 49 minutes, 5 secondsYou can't do it. It doesn't work. You got blood on your hands. 1 hour, 49 minutes, 9 secondsAnd as somebody who came from the street who literally had blood on your hands, you can't pick up nothing with blood on your hands. It's real slippery. 1 hour, 49 minutes, 16 secondsIt's a slippery slope. 1 hour, 49 minutes, 20 secondsYou have to be washed. You have to be born again. You have to be born again. 1 hour, 49 minutes, 25 secondsYou have to be transformed by the renewing of your mind or you will not make it. Jesus. 1 hour, 49 minutes, 31 secondsAnd I don't want people to be afraid. Yes, sir. 1 hour, 49 minutes, 36 secondsI don't want people to be afraid and say, "Oh, am I going to lose my salvation?" Just keep seeking Christ. Keep seeking 1 hour, 49 minutes, 44 secondshim. Get at the foot of the cross every single day. Die to your flesh and pick up your cross. Repent and repent and repent. Remain repentance. See the book 1 hour, 49 minutes, 53 secondsof Romans said because of their unrepented hearts. Jesus. See, that's the sin that's unforgivable. The unrepentant sin. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 2 secondsThere it is. That's what people don't understand. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 4 secondsWhen you read in the book of Hebrews chapter 26, it tells you, it says, "For you who have been partakers Yeah. 10:26." Yeah. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 13 secondsYeah. 10:26. Hebrews 10:26 said, "You have been partakers of the spirit of grace. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 20 secondsYou have seen the goodness of God." Come on, man. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 22 secondsAnd you trample the son of God under your foot. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 26 secondsHow can you do that? You You want to crucify him again on the cross every day that you want to sin. That's not how it works. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 35 secondsHe died for our sins, not for you to sin. Come on. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 39 secondsSo, if you claim that you know God, that's good. And yet you continue to disobey God, you are a liar and the truth is not in you. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 46 secondsOh my goodness. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 49 secondsThe Bible says clearly, those who love God keep his commandments. They obey him. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 56 secondsSo because I love God, I don't cheat on my wife. Come on. 1 hour, 50 minutes, 59 secondsBecause I love God, I don't steal from my brothers. Because I love God, I don't gossip. Come on. 1 hour, 51 minutes, 4 secondsBecause I love him and I know what he did for me in the cross. And I believe in my heart. See, this is true faith that I believe that what Christ did on the cross was more than enough. 1 hour, 51 minutes, 13 secondsThank you, Lord. That I am victorious by the blood. Thank you, Jesus. 1 hour, 51 minutes, 17 secondsThat I am set free from all type of demonic and evil behavior that I used to do in the past. I am a new creation in 1 hour, 51 minutes, 24 secondsChrist. And if you don't believe that, I want to tell you, you don't know him. 1 hour, 51 minutes, 29 secondsCuz I'm telling you, he can pull you out of any darkness that you have in your life. All you have to do is believe it. 1 hour, 51 minutes, 38 secondsright now you actively do like uncomfortable type of ministry like you can't help yourself. 1 hour, 51 minutes, 46 secondsYou got here into the city and you're like, "Okay, I need to go to the to the darkest parts of the city to minister." 1 hour, 51 minutes, 54 secondsWhat is it like now with this fire that you have? Why do you feel that you have a call to go into these types of places 1 hour, 52 minutes, 2 secondsto preach the gospel and to give people the love of God? Because it could have been me. 1 hour, 52 minutes, 9 secondsPeople ask me, they say, someone asked me a question. They said, "Why do I go to Kensington with all the dope fiends and they got needles all over the place and I'm passing out food? I'm praying 1 hour, 52 minutes, 17 secondsfor people. I'm laying I'm putting hands on people who got sores all over them." I believe that God can protect me from any sickness. Come on, man. 1 hour, 52 minutes, 24 secondsI believe that God wounds and God heals. 1 hour, 52 minutes, 26 secondsI believe that he has the keys to life and death. That if I go that I'm a light in the darkness and the darkness shall not affect me, but the light shall cast out the darkness. 1 hour, 52 minutes, 34 secondsThat's right. So when I go to these places, I see these people not as zombies as they call them. They call 1 hour, 52 minutes, 42 secondsthem zombie land. They call them zombies. They call them drug addicts. 1 hour, 52 minutes, 45 secondsThey call them all these things. I don't see them as that. I see him as the image of God, but they are fallen and they need some 1 hour, 52 minutes, 53 secondshelp. You know, my my my cousin, she actually died of AIDS. My cousin died of AIDS and she was a drug addict. 1 hour, 53 minutes, 2 secondsAnd I watched her deteriorate from a person that's okay to someone who weighs about 60 lb 1 hour, 53 minutes, 11 secondsto someone who 1 hour, 53 minutes, 14 seconds[sighs] 1 hour, 53 minutes, 15 secondsthey can't do anything for themselves. 1 hour, 53 minutes, 18 secondsAnd one thing I'll say good about my father, he took us there to watch [clears throat] this process. Why? I don't know. 1 hour, 53 minutes, 26 secondsH I don't know. 1 hour, 53 minutes, 29 secondsBut it'll stick with me forever. We stayed with her up until her last days, up until her last moment. We prayed for her and 1 hour, 53 minutes, 37 secondshe had me go to her and give her a kiss on her cheek. 1 hour, 53 minutes, 42 secondsThe fact that nobody will even want to touch her because of the illness that she has, 1 hour, 53 minutes, 50 secondsbut he said go and allow her to feel love one more time before she goes. So that compassion is always there inside of me that I can see my family member 1 hour, 53 minutes, 58 secondsright there. I see my brother. I see my sister even if they don't know Christ yet. But some of these people, they belong to Christ, but they just 1 hour, 54 minutes, 7 secondsfallen right now and they need some help to get back up. And sometimes your prayer can set them free. 1 hour, 54 minutes, 14 secondsSo when I go there, I'm doing it because this could have been me. This could have been my family member. This could have been my my mother. This could have been 1 hour, 54 minutes, 22 secondsmy father. This could have been my brother. This could have been my sister. So it's love. It's love. 1 hour, 54 minutes, 30 secondsthe love of God. Yeah, man. I I your story, bro. 1 hour, 54 minutes, 40 secondsI I I'm shook. I'm shook. I usually talk a little bit more, but I got to say that I'm shook. I'm I'm shook because your 1 hour, 54 minutes, 48 secondsstory is a true testament that God is real, man. God is so real and 1 hour, 54 minutes, 57 secondshe even when you weren't, you know, you weren't 100% sold out and saved and sanctified, he was hearing you. He was 1 hour, 55 minutes, 6 secondswatching you. He was protecting you. He was covering you. So, if there's if there's someone who's watching right now that's just the reason why you're here 1 hour, 55 minutes, 15 secondsfirst and foremost, the reason why you even got to a place where you could watch this video and at this point you've watched a good amount of this video is because he loves you that much. 1 hour, 55 minutes, 27 seconds[clears throat] 1 hour, 55 minutes, 28 secondsI I always look at the way that God moves in a very the same way with your story with the whole jail. Like Lord, 1 hour, 55 minutes, 35 secondsyou took the long route. Like it was so strategic. Everything that happened was so strategic just so that you could save 1 hour, 55 minutes, 43 secondsthese souls. And I look at it just like that. And perhaps this was part of that same journey where God allowed you to go through all that. 1 hour, 55 minutes, 53 secondsAnd he's allowing this to be a part where you could sit across from me where someone could watch this video. Oh, God 1 hour, 55 minutes, 59 secondsknows where they might be still battling in their mind. Islam or is God real? And there's just one word, just one thing 1 hour, 56 minutes, 8 secondsthat they heard. No. And they're, well, now I know that you're you're the truth. 1 hour, 56 minutes, 14 secondsThere might be this one young lady and saying, "Wow, he mentioned somebody with HIV. I have HIV. I feel unlovable." This 1 hour, 56 minutes, 22 secondsis how God is. And this is his goodness in your life and showing you himself. He was like, "But guess what? It's not over. I'm going to use what I've poured 1 hour, 56 minutes, 30 secondsinto you so that you can be a vessel to pour that love into others. And you won't even know. You have no clue 1 hour, 56 minutes, 37 secondshow God has really truly used every moment of your life to bring people that you will never meet until glory to 1 hour, 56 minutes, 45 secondssalvation because of your obedience, man. And I'm just so grateful to have met you. I I honor you, brother. I honor 1 hour, 56 minutes, 53 secondsGod's hand upon your life. And even the Lord was saying, "Tell him to pray for you today." And I was like, "Don't pray for me." Let the Lord of course and pray 1 hour, 57 minutes, 2 secondsfor me. And if you could pray for those that are watching today. there are people that are watching that, you know, they might be in a pullpit 1 hour, 57 minutes, 10 secondspreaching and they are living a double life. They might be individuals who experience sexual perversion. Might be individuals who are caught up. They read 1 hour, 57 minutes, 19 secondsevery religious book. I know people that have read every religious book and there's nobody that can convince them otherwise because of intellect. pray that God encounters them. And then 1 hour, 57 minutes, 27 secondslastly, when you're all said and done with everything else, then pray for me like the Lord said. 1 hour, 57 minutes, 31 secondsOf course. Of course. Of [laughter] course. You know, I thank you so much. And I do want to add one thing for Please, please take your time. 1 hour, 57 minutes, 43 secondsWe spoke about spiritual perversion. Yes, sir. 1 hour, 57 minutes, 47 secondsNow, the biggest [clears throat] part of how I knew that this journey was starting for me is when God started to remove the 1 hour, 57 minutes, 57 secondsscales from my eyes and he started to show me the things in the spirit that were going on. [snorts] So, I want to 1 hour, 58 minutes, 4 secondsmake this very clearly. For every single type of sin, there's an evil spirit that's connected to it. 1 hour, 58 minutes, 12 secondsThere's a spirit of lust. There's a spirit of gluttony. There's a spirit of rage. There's a spirit of molestation. There's a spirit of defilement. 1 hour, 58 minutes, 21 secondsThere's so many spirits that we don't know that we deal with as human beings on a dayto-day basis based upon the things that we come into agreement with. 1 hour, 58 minutes, 32 secondsWow. 1 hour, 58 minutes, 34 secondsWe come into agreement with these things in the spirit and then they manifest into our lives physically 1 hour, 58 minutes, 41 secondslike we were speaking about lust. So, one thing that I've been speaking about and I want to also impress upon it is so 1 hour, 58 minutes, 51 secondsmany of our people, especially our young people, even some people, a lot of people are in ministry, a lot of people that that are pastors, they're dealing right now with sexual immorality. 1 hour, 59 minutesTalk, man. 1 hour, 59 minutes, 1 secondThey're dealing right now with the spirit of lust and pornography. Come on, man. 1 hour, 59 minutes, 6 secondsI want to tell you right now, there is a demon attached to pornography. And [snorts] I was sleeping in my room and God showed it to me. 1 hour, 59 minutes, 17 secondsOne night I went and I watched a pornographic video and I masturbated. 1 hour, 59 minutes, 24 secondsI took the rag and I left it on the window and I went to sleep. 1 hour, 59 minutes, 31 secondsYes. Nasty. This is how nasty and dirty sexual immorality is. Sexual sin is. 1 hour, 59 minutes, 39 secondsIt's the worst type of sin that you can commit against yourself because you're committing it against your own flesh. Yes, Jesus. 1 hour, 59 minutes, 46 secondsAnd I went to sleep and I started to feel this heavy weight pressing on me 1 hour, 59 minutes, 54 secondsand I woke up instantly and I couldn't move. I couldn't talk and I couldn't move. And [clears throat] 2 hours, 1 secondnext thing I know, I'm outside of my body and I'm looking down at my body as it's sleeping [clears throat] 2 hours, 8 secondsand I'm freaking out cuz I never had anything like this happen. And I look and there's like a light fixture in my 2 hours, 17 secondsroom. I'm still in my room, but everything looks like a different shade. 2 hours, 22 secondsI look in this light fixture and I see something in the reflection of the light fixture. So instead of looking down, I looked up and I looked back down and I 2 hours, 29 secondslooked down and I saw a demon. This demon was about the size of the room. It was bright red, looked like a pig, like a hog, but it had the face of a woman. 2 hours, 40 secondsAnd it had long hair, long black hair, like just flowing down. 2 hours, 46 secondsAnd I looked at it and I was so terrified. And I'm trying to speak. I'm trying to speak. I'm trying to say anything. 2 hours, 53 secondsAnd suddenly I was able to speak. 2 hours, 57 secondsAnd the first thing that I spoke and I said, I said, "I see you." And when I said that, it looked up to 2 hours, 1 minute, 4 secondswhere my spirit was, not to my body. It was looking at my body and it was like walking up on me like prey. Like I was prey, like a lion does his prey. 2 hours, 1 minute, 13 secondsYeah. 2 hours, 1 minute, 13 secondsIt was it was about to jump on top of me to take advantage of me spiritually. That's what these demons is doing. 2 hours, 1 minute, 20 secondsAnd when it heard me say, "I see you." It looked up and it was afraid. 2 hours, 1 minute, 28 secondsIt was afraid because I could see it. It had been exposed. 2 hours, 1 minute, 33 secondsThis is why we have to expose this evil sin. This is why we have to expose the secret sin because guess what? That's the only time you can combat it. 2 hours, 1 minute, 41 secondsWow. 2 hours, 1 minute, 43 secondsIf you keep it hidden, you're not going to be justified. He said we have to confess our sins. Jesus. 2 hours, 1 minute, 49 secondsSo when it saw that I saw it, it got afraid. The next thing that I said to it, I could this the first thing I could think to say to it was I said, "I'mma 2 hours, 1 minute, 56 secondskill you." And then when I said that, the demon is it screamed. It said, and it jumped out the window. 2 hours, 2 minutes, 7 secondsAnd when it jumped out the window, there was this loud bang. Boom. And the window started to shake. The the the blinds, 2 hours, 2 minutes, 16 secondsthe curtains started to shake. And I sat up immediately. I was back in my body. I woke up and I see my curtain moving and I'm freaking out. I'm freaking out. I'm 2 hours, 2 minutes, 25 secondsbe honest with you. I'm think I'm going crazy. And me I always been somebody that's a Google word. So I go on Google and I look up and I said I just saw a demon with the face of a woman and it's in my bedroom. 2 hours, 2 minutes, 35 secondsAnd I come across this thing. It says there's something called a succubus. 2 hours, 2 minutes, 40 secondsAnd it says that it prays on particularly usually young men, but not not exclusively, but usually young men 2 hours, 2 minutes, 48 secondswho are engaged in lust. And it's and then I kept reading. It says it's attracted by the seed of culation. You know what the seed is? That's the sperm. 2 hours, 2 minutes, 58 secondsAnd then I clicked in my mind. I said it's attracted to sperm. I said, "Wait, I left the rag on the window. 2 hours, 3 minutes, 4 secondsI pull the curtain back and I see the rag right there with a sperm in it. 2 hours, 3 minutes, 9 secondsI didn't know I just left a offering to a demon. That was how I was able to come into my life. 2 hours, 3 minutes, 16 secondsI left a offering. Every time that you go and you masturbate, you are putting your seed on a demonic altar 2 hours, 3 minutes, 24 secondsand they're coming to collect. And this is how you become demonically influenced and you start to act out perversion. And 2 hours, 3 minutes, 32 secondsso this is why when you walk down the street and you see somebody and you're connected to this person, you don't know why. And next thing you know, y'all sleeping together, next thing you know, 2 hours, 3 minutes, 40 secondsyou have a soul tie. It's a spirit of lust that you came into agreement with. 2 hours, 3 minutes, 44 secondsIt's not chemistry that y'all think it is. This is demonic matchmaking there. 2 hours, 3 minutes, 49 secondsIt's a magnetic attraction in the spirit. It's not always, oh, it's just some we just connect. We just bond. There's a spark. It's no spark. 2 hours, 3 minutes, 58 secondsIt's not a spark. And I actually saw that demon in a woman, the same woman face she came, she actually was a woman 2 hours, 4 minutes, 6 secondswho was watching my Instagram at the time. She was watching my Instagram and she ended up DMing me about two weeks later. 2 hours, 4 minutes, 16 secondsAnd I ended up meeting her and I ended up casting the demon out. 2 hours, 4 minutes, 20 secondsAnd this was before I was even a Christian. 2 hours, 4 minutes, 25 secondsAnd God was allowing me to see these things. So when I when I saw this woman, I remember when she kept asking me, she was lusting over me over the internet 2 hours, 4 minutes, 33 secondsand she kept she I kept asking me, she said, "Come come see me. Come see me." And I be like, "you know, I had a lot of girls at the time. I'm like, 2 hours, 4 minutes, 41 secondsI'll come see you whenever, but you know, not right now." So one day I just happened to be like, "Oh, you know what? 2 hours, 4 minutes, 46 secondsI'm about to go out New York, so I'll come pull up on you." And she and her way of getting me out there was, "Oh, I'm going to do a photo shoot. I like your music. Let me do a photo shoot for 2 hours, 4 minutes, 55 secondsyou." So I'm like, "Okay, cool. I come out there. You come do my photo shoot. 2 hours, 4 minutes, 58 secondsWhen I get to the photo shoot, that was whole cap up. She's trying to sleep with me. 2 hours, 5 minutes, 3 secondsShe had no she wasn't even prepared for a photo shoot. 2 hours, 5 minutes, 5 secondsNot even prepared for. She thought she asked me to come back to the crib. 2 hours, 5 minutes, 9 secondsThe moment that I saw her, it was like it got cold like the like it dropped like 20° and I'm like I'm just shook. 2 hours, 5 minutes, 18 secondsAnd I see her face. It's the same face that was on the demon. The same exact face with the long hair and everything. 2 hours, 5 minutes, 26 secondsAnd I'm like, I don't even want to look at her. I don't want to touch her. She tried to touch me. It feel like ice. 2 hours, 5 minutes, 34 secondsBut I said, God got me here right now. And he want me here for a reason. So, I'm going to 2 hours, 5 minutes, 43 secondswalk through it. I'm going to walk it out. I'm going to see this through. I'm not going to be scared. I'm going to see what it is. And I'm only saying this to 2 hours, 5 minutes, 52 secondshighlight the characteristics of this demon and what it truly wants. We're going to expose it right now. 2 hours, 6 minutes, 1 secondWhen I denied this woman's sexual advances, she I went back to the house with her. She tried to ask me. I told her no. She tried to get on the 2 hours, 6 minutes, 10 secondsbed. I said, "I'm not even sitting on the bed. I sit on the chair beside the bed." She's in the bed. She gets under the 2 hours, 6 minutes, 17 secondscovers and she's going like this and I'm looking. I'm like, "What is she doing now?" I'm I'm She's freaking me 2 hours, 6 minutes, 25 secondsout cuz she's just under there going like this. So I say, "Yo, what you doing?" And she's like, "Nothing." I snatch the covers back from her and she has a box cutter. She's cutting herself. 2 hours, 6 minutes, 38 secondsShe has a box cutter and she's herself. 2 hours, 6 minutes, 42 secondsAnd I knew instantly I said, "This is the demon." I It's tormenting the the girl that it's in. 2 hours, 6 minutes, 48 secondsYes, it's tormenting her. I grabbed the box cutter from her. I take it. I said, "What are you doing?" I said, "I see 2 hours, 6 minutes, 55 secondsyou." The moment I said that, it's like the girl wasn't in her in her body no more. 2 hours, 7 minutes, 2 secondsShe went blank. She didn't say a word after that. 2 hours, 7 minutes, 6 secondsAnd I looked at it and I was talking to the demon that was inside of her. And I said, "I know what you want to do. You want to harm this girl. you're not gonna 2 hours, 7 minutes, 15 secondsharm her. You're gonna get out right now." And I said, "You know what?" I told her the same thing I told the demon. I said, "I'mma kill you." 2 hours, 7 minutes, 21 seconds[laughter] 2 hours, 7 minutes, 23 secondsAnd this and and and this the crazy thing. 2 hours, 7 minutes, 28 secondsIf she was a normal person, she would have been like, "Oh, I just met this dude off the internet. He's crazy. Let me run out of here." She she sat there 2 hours, 7 minutes, 35 secondswith the blankst look in her eyes like she wasn't even there. Like I didn't say anything. And she sat there and then I 2 hours, 7 minutes, 44 secondssaid, "You're going to get out of her right now." And I told her, I said, "Get up and go 2 hours, 7 minutes, 52 secondswash herself with water and let's go pray." I came back down, had her I said, "You going to sit down? You going to pray?" She sat down. She prayed, prayed, prayed, prayed for like 15, 20 minutes. 2 hours, 8 minutes, 2 secondsThen she just came back to normal. I left. A week later, she hit me in a DM me and she said, "I don't know what you did for me, 2 hours, 8 minutes, 11 secondsbut I I don't I don't feel like I want to hurt myself no more. I feel like I'm not I'm getting out of this depression. 2 hours, 8 minutes, 16 secondsLike, I don't feel depressed no more." And right now, she's still alive. She now she has a kid and she's doing well. 2 hours, 8 minutes, 27 secondsAnd if you would have seen her before, you would This was somebody you would have thought would have been bound for the mental asylum. 2 hours, 8 minutes, 35 secondsBut that demon wanted to rob her of her mind and they wanted to destroy her 2 hours, 8 minutes, 42 secondsbody. You see demons, they hate the fact that we are living. They hate the fact that we are beautiful. If you ever see a 2 hours, 8 minutes, 50 secondsdemon, they some of the most ugly creatures. So what do they want to do? 2 hours, 8 minutes, 53 secondsThey want you to destroy your beauty and they want you to destroy the beauty within. They want you to destroy yourself. 2 hours, 9 minutes, 2 secondsThis is why when you see some of these people that are truly demonically possessed, you'll see some of these people. What was what was the what was the demon doing in in in the Bible? He was cutting himself with stones. 2 hours, 9 minutes, 11 secondsYes. Jesus. 2 hours, 9 minutes, 13 secondsAnd you see these demons, some of these people in Hollywood, they're cutting their noses off. They're cutting their ears off. They're cutting their tongues. 2 hours, 9 minutes, 20 secondsThey're they're tattooing their whole entire face. These are demonic demons that are jealous that you are made in the image of God. And they want to destroy it. 2 hours, 9 minutes, 29 secondsThey want you to destroy others, to defile others sexually, and they want you to destroy yourself. 2 hours, 9 minutes, 35 secondsGod told you, "Why are you letting this destroy this house?" What was the words that he told you? 2 hours, 9 minutes, 41 secondsHe said, "You are destroying." So, look what you're doing. You're destroying your own house. The hatred, that spirit of vengeance, the spirit of rage is 2 hours, 9 minutes, 49 secondscausing you to destroy your very own house. House. 2 hours, 9 minutes, 55 secondsImagine the demons can convince you. Oh, I'm just I'm drinking alcohol cuz I'm having fun. Destroy your body. No, I'm just sleeping around. I'm just having 2 hours, 10 minutes, 2 secondsfun. Destroying your body. Everything that he tries to convince you to do because they hate you. They hate you. 2 hours, 10 minutes, 9 secondsEverything that they'll lead you to do is to destroy your body, destroy your mind, destroy your connection with God. 2 hours, 10 minutes, 17 secondsThat's how you we're Your sin exposes the enemy's hatred for your life. Yes. 2 hours, 10 minutes, 25 secondsThey hate us with a passion because we have something that they will never have. 2 hours, 10 minutes, 30 secondsWe have something that they they could never attain which is forgiveness. 2 hours, 10 minutes, 36 secondsWe have grace and we have mercy. They could never attain it. They are destined for hell. Hell was prepared for the devil and his angels. 2 hours, 10 minutes, 46 secondsThose are what we call demons today. Hell was not made for you, child of God. 2 hours, 10 minutes, 53 secondsAnd they hate that. They want to drag you there with them. They want to destroy you. 2 hours, 11 minutesThey want to take away your relationship that you have with the father because they are forever disconnected from the father. They don't have no way out. They can't repent and you can. 2 hours, 11 minutes, 11 secondsThat's why is a doctrine of devils to preach this doctrine of unrepentance, of unforgiveness. There it is. 2 hours, 11 minutes, 18 secondsIt's going to lead so many Christians to hell. And I'm telling you right now, wake up and repent. Wake up and forgive that person for what they did to you. If I can forgive my mother, why can't you? 2 hours, 11 minutes, 28 seconds[snorts] If I can forgive my father, why can't you? 2 hours, 11 minutes, 32 secondsThis is what your father in heaven requires of you. 2 hours, 11 minutes, 37 secondsWow, man. 2 hours, 11 minutes, 44 secondsUnrepented sin, unforgiveness is plaguing us. 2 hours, 11 minutes, 50 secondsAnd there's nothing that and the enemy would try to make you feel like you have a right to hold on to that anger and to that bitterness because they knew what 2 hours, 11 minutes, 58 secondsthey were doing. It was wrong. You're a victim. All of these things. But the Lord is saying, "Hey, look. 2 hours, 12 minutes, 5 secondsAs far as you're as far as you're concerned, you need to let it go. 2 hours, 12 minutes, 11 secondsYou need to forgive." I always say this, man. the the God that you want to be a God of justice against the people, you 2 hours, 12 minutes, 20 secondswant them to pay for their sins is the same God you want to give you mercy. No, God said, "If you want me to be that God of justice for them, I got to be a God 2 hours, 12 minutes, 27 secondsof justice for you." But I give them that same mercy that you got. And so, we don't have the right to sit in God's 2 hours, 12 minutes, 33 secondsseat of judgment to say you, you can't, you know, I won't let you go because we think that we're punishing them. But 2 hours, 12 minutes, 40 secondsagain, the enemy convinces us to destroy us. 2 hours, 12 minutes, 44 secondsSo when we're holding on to bitterness, even healthwise, we're destroying ourselves. We're destroying our minds. 2 hours, 12 minutes, 51 secondsWe're destroying our our we're destroying our chances as at heaven because he says, "If you don't forgive others, the father in heaven will not forgive you. 2 hours, 13 minutes, 2 secondsYou do not win." We think that we are stronger, we look stronger, we're we, you know, this is my right. I got my right. And so I'm not gonna let them run 2 hours, 13 minutes, 10 secondsover me and treat me like imagine like you holding on to unforgiveness against your father. It makes you feel like, yeah, he ain't about to like you ain't 2 hours, 13 minutes, 18 secondsgonna be treating me crazy and I'm about to just say forgive I'm forgive you and be the weak person. We feel like we lose 2 hours, 13 minutes, 26 secondsall our strength, our power, our dignity when we say, "I forgive you." In actuality, we gain it back. So you I 2 hours, 13 minutes, 35 secondsforgave my father. I forgave him. And even up to his death, I still had a relationship with him. 2 hours, 13 minutes, 45 secondsEven when I went to Africa, he was he was one of the last people that I saw. 2 hours, 13 minutes, 49 secondsAnd we spoke before his passing. We spoke and it was 2 hours, 13 minutes, 57 secondsa difficult conversation for me because at this point I had came into ministry. 2 hours, 14 minutes, 1 secondI came into my call of God and I was so excited to tell him. 2 hours, 14 minutes, 7 secondsWow. I thought, you know what? My father used to be a pastor. He can have a revival. He can be brought back. And I was disappointed. 2 hours, 14 minutes, 16 secondsNo. He told me, he said, "You too young. 2 hours, 14 minutes, 21 secondsThere's more to life than God. You just don't know it yet." He didn't say that. He said it. Was he ever saved? 2 hours, 14 minutes, 30 secondsAnd this this is why I have an issue with the free grace once saved always saved. It's 2 hours, 14 minutes, 39 secondsbecause people will mistakenly think that they're saved. 2 hours, 14 minutes, 44 secondsAnd they think that because they did these works, yes, that they're saved instead of doing what it said in Matthew when he told him, he 2 hours, 14 minutes, 53 secondssaid, "You who endure to the end shall be saved." But when we tell them that they'll say that's works. 2 hours, 15 minutes, 1 secondIt's is it's it's works. 2 hours, 15 minutes, 5 secondsWell, the Bible also says faith without works is dead. 2 hours, 15 minutes, 11 secondsSo, the Bible keeps on telling us, keeps on telling us, it keeps on telling us. 2 hours, 15 minutes, 15 secondsWhen we read all of the parables that Jesus gave us about the righteous servant and the unrighteous servant, it 2 hours, 15 minutes, 23 secondswas all about what they did. All throughout Matthew 25, the 10 versions, five wise, five foolish. The wise ones 2 hours, 15 minutes, 31 secondstook oil where they kept oil. They denied to give their oil away. The foolish ones, they never got oil and they begged for oil. They were not prepared. They were not ready. 2 hours, 15 minutes, 44 secondsThen the servants with the talents, the ones who had five talents and the one who had two talents, they took the talents and they multiplied it. 2 hours, 15 minutes, 52 secondsThey gave interest back to him. And when he came back, he said, "Well done, my good and faithful servant." But the lazy and slothful servants, the 2 hours, 16 minutes, 1 secondunrightful, unfaithful servants, he told them, he said, "Away into outer darkness." Because why? He did not multiply what was given to him. He took 2 hours, 16 minutes, 9 secondsthe talent and he buried it in the ground. He hid it. The work that he did called had him called a lazy and slothful servant. 2 hours, 16 minutes, 18 secondsAnd the work that the righteous and faithful servant did had them called righteous and faithful. The servant that 2 hours, 16 minutes, 25 secondsdidn't multiply buried it. In other words, saved it. The scripture says he that tries to save his life will lose 2 hours, 16 minutes, 32 secondsit. But he that loses his life for the sake of Christ will find it. Investing is the same thing as giving up. Mhm. 2 hours, 16 minutes, 38 secondsSo, if we're not willing to give up our lives, carry our cross, deny ourselves, and follow him, then are we really saved? The one that says, "No, I'm just 2 hours, 16 minutes, 47 secondstrying to have fun, do my thing, go my way, is the person that buries what God has called you to do and called you to 2 hours, 16 minutes, 55 secondsgo." And you think that God's going to reward you with eternal life when you basically took what he gave and he's calling you. You're unfaithful. You're 2 hours, 17 minutes, 4 secondsunrighteous. And in that I love that that you granted that you're cast into outer darkness. There's no other parallel to I know [laughter] it says it 2 hours, 17 minutes, 12 secondsyou going into outer darkness and there will be weeping and nashing of teeth and to the fact someone actually told me 2 hours, 17 minutes, 20 secondsthey said if your father went to hell what chance do any of us have and I said well God said it himself he 2 hours, 17 minutes, 27 secondssaid he's no respector of persons just because you had a position Saul had a position as well he was anointed 2 hours, 17 minutes, 36 secondsbut what did he He was disobedient. He constantly disobeyed God. He see after the things 2 hours, 17 minutes, 44 secondsof the world. He seek after divinators and he ultimately died in sin still 2 hours, 17 minutes, 51 secondstrying to kill God's anointed and he ended up killing himself. Now I want to draw a parallel to this to 2 hours, 17 minutes, 58 secondssomeone else and I think you know who I'm about to go to. Judas. 2 hours, 18 minutes, 3 secondsNow in the book of Matthew 17, he was called the son of predition that he was prepared for destruction. 2 hours, 18 minutes, 10 secondsAlthough that he was anointed in Matthew chapter 10. 2 hours, 18 minutes, 14 secondsHe was anointed to do the miracles. He partook in the Holy Spirit to do these 2 hours, 18 minutes, 20 secondsmiracles. He walked with Jesus, ate with Jesus. 2 hours, 18 minutes, 25 secondsHe had a position as a disciple of the Messiah. Yet he was still called the son of predition. 2 hours, 18 minutes, 37 secondsHe said that all have been kept except all have been have not been lost except for one. The son of predition. 2 hours, 18 minutes, 46 secondsSo are you better than the one who walked with Jesus? Uhoh. 2 hours, 18 minutes, 52 secondsThe one who ate with Jesus? The one who casted it? He did all the works. So what's the difference between you? You 2 hours, 19 minutesthink God is going to throw him out and then not you? And they replaced Judas with another with another. They they said we need a new apostle in the book of Acts. They replaced him said we're 2 hours, 19 minutes, 8 secondsgoing to get another one in hisstead after he killed himself. 2 hours, 19 minutes, 14 secondsSo the Bible says it that he is set for destruction. 2 hours, 19 minutes, 21 secondsAnd then they have some people that say he's in heaven right now. 2 hours, 19 minutes, 26 seconds[sighs] 2 hours, 19 minutes, 27 secondsRead your Bibles, man. I'm definitely gonna have you come back. 2 hours, 19 minutes, 37 secondsHey, [laughter] you different. They going They're not going to like you after this. They ain't going to [laughter] like me. 2 hours, 19 minutes, 44 secondsOh my god. 2 hours, 19 minutes, 46 secondsThey They don't like me. I I came down here today and somebody made a video about me. I said I knew it had to come and start eventually. Really? somebody 2 hours, 19 minutes, 53 secondssome some some dude on YouTube that made a video talking about I don't believe in eternal grace or eternal salvation or sort of stuff. Listen, listen better. 2 hours, 20 minutes, 2 secondsI knew it was coming. 2 hours, 20 minutes, 3 secondsWhen you read your word without See, the thing about you is you were done with the church thing. You had to learn Jesus 2 hours, 20 minutes, 10 secondsby yourself real time with him, the Holy Spirit, and you read that stuff plain and clear. It's a very clear message of 2 hours, 20 minutes, 18 secondswhat we see. Outside of all the indoctrination that people try to reinterpretation, I'm reading it as it 2 hours, 20 minutes, 25 secondsis. It's pretty clear. You can't fumble it. Miss Hebrews 10:26 is pretty clear. 2 hours, 20 minutes, 32 secondsI'm not trying to make a doctrine out of it. But what I do know is this idea of faithfulness is al also means a 2 hours, 20 minutes, 40 secondsenduring. It's tied to enduring. He said, "Will he find one faithful?" It's not just full of faith. I believe God 2 hours, 20 minutes, 48 secondscould do this. No. Do I trust God to the end? I think faith is proven at the end. 2 hours, 20 minutes, 55 secondsYou could claim it all you want now, but it's proven at the end 2 hours, 21 minutes, 1 secondfor sure. I I want to I want to I want to read a scripture real quick. Yes, sir. 2 hours, 21 minutes, 8 secondsAnd and before I came here, God was putting this on my heart. So, I'm I'm going to read what our brother in Christ, St. Paul said. 2 hours, 21 minutes, 15 secondsYes, sir. 2 hours, 21 minutes, 17 secondsAnd it's in the book of First Corinthians, chapter 9. One second. I'm pull it up. 2 hours, 21 minutes, 27 seconds[clears throat] 2 hours, 21 minutes, 29 seconds1 Corinthians 9:24 it says, "Know ye not that they which 2 hours, 21 minutes, 35 secondsrun in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize, so run that ye may obtain, 2 hours, 21 minutes, 44 secondsand every [clears throat] man that striveth for his mastery is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a 2 hours, 21 minutes, 52 secondscorruptible crown, but we an incorruptible. 2 hours, 21 minutes, 56 secondsI therefore run so run, not as uncertainly, so fight I, not as one that 2 hours, 22 minutes, 4 secondsbeatth the air, but I keep under my body and bring it into subjection, lest that 2 hours, 22 minutes, 12 secondsby any means when I have preached to others, I myself should be a cast away. 2 hours, 22 minutes, 23 secondsI think he said it all. 2 hours, 22 minutes, 32 secondsLike y'all can flip and twist and do gymnastics on this all you want. 2 hours, 22 minutes, 40 secondsPaul himself said it that there will be people who was preaching and they will be cast away. 2 hours, 22 minutes, 46 secondsAnd he said that I run my race so that lest I preach and I be cast away. 2 hours, 22 minutes, 57 secondsYou have to really evaluate ourselves. 2 hours, 23 minutesThe Bible says that we have to test every spirit. Test your own spirit. 2 hours, 23 minutes, 6 secondsTest look at your fruits and see am I truly following God? Am I have I been reborn? 2 hours, 23 minutes, 13 secondsHe told Nicodemus, he said, "How can I enter the kingdom of heaven?" He said, "Unless you be born again, you shall no wise enter the kingdom 2 hours, 23 minutes, 21 secondstoday. Right now, right now. Right now, evaluate your fruits. Look at your life and say, God, am I bearing fruit that 2 hours, 23 minutes, 29 secondssays I'm a follower of Christ?" Because Christ said that no evil true tree can bear good fruit. And he said that no good tree can bear evil fruit. 2 hours, 23 minutes, 42 secondsSo look at our fruits today. I beg you in Jesus name. 2 hours, 23 minutes, 46 secondsValue your fruits right now before it's too late. Before it's time to reap the harvest of which you have sown. 2 hours, 23 minutes, 53 secondsAnd I don't say this as a a a thing to scare you as a scare tactus. I say this as a earnest warning out of love. This 2 hours, 24 minutes, 1 secondis something that every believer should do. Examine your fruits and if your fruits are good, hallelujah. Amen. If your fruits are bad, hallelujah. 2 hours, 24 minutes, 9 secondsBecause guess what? Now you can repent. 2 hours, 24 minutes, 11 secondsMercy. Receive his mercy. His mercies are new daily. You can repent today. Right now. 2 hours, 24 minutes, 16 secondsRight now. It's not too late. Humble yourself right now before God. Don't be the Pharisee who who boasts of his righteousness. 2 hours, 24 minutes, 26 secondsCome before your God and I promise you our God will hear us and he will forgive us. We will be justified by his sacrifice on the cross. But we must 2 hours, 24 minutes, 34 secondsremain in him. We must abide in him for he is divine. 2 hours, 24 minutes, 41 secondsGo ahead, man. I feel I feel a prayer already coming on, man. I just that Go ahead and continue that, man. 2 hours, 24 minutes, 49 secondsJesus. 2 hours, 24 minutes, 51 secondsSo, with that being said, it's my prayer that everybody will come into a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. 2 hours, 24 minutes, 59 secondsI did not come to Jesus Christ because of man. I did not come to Jesus but Christ because of my parents. I did not come to Jesus but Christ because of 2 hours, 25 minutes, 8 secondsworldly knowledge. I came to Jesus Christ for him and him alone. That he is enough. That he is sufficient to because 2 hours, 25 minutes, 16 secondsI want to know him personally. Have a personal relationship with him. Get to know what he loves and what he hates. 2 hours, 25 minutes, 22 secondsGet to know his plan for you. Get to know his will for you and keep chasing after that. I pray right now that 2 hours, 25 minutes, 30 secondseverybody that's hearing this will be filled with the anointing of the Holy Spirit. That he will teach you all of his ways. that he will teach you how he 2 hours, 25 minutes, 38 secondswants you to navigate this life and that you will submit yourself to him. There are so many people who have the Holy 2 hours, 25 minutes, 46 secondsSpirit, but the Holy Spirit does not have you. And I pray right now that you will submit right now to the Holy Spirit. That you will submit to a father 2 hours, 25 minutes, 55 secondsin heaven and believe that his son has paid it all for you and has given his blood as a ransom for your sin. that you 2 hours, 26 minutes, 3 secondsare now dead to sin and you are resurrected in Jesus Christ in Jesus mighty name. Amen. 2 hours, 26 minutes, 10 secondsAmen. Amen. [clears throat] Don't forget you're supposed to pray for me, man. 2 hours, 26 minutes, 14 secondsDear heavenly father, I want to pray right now for this powerful man of God, Ezekiel. 2 hours, 26 minutes, 22 secondsI want you to pour out your spirit over him even stronger. Lord, I want you right now to lift him up even higher. 2 hours, 26 minutes, 29 secondsLord, exalt him as he exalts you, Lord. 2 hours, 26 minutes, 32 secondsas he humbles himself before you to do your work, Lord, forsaking all for your sake, Lord, that you continue to bless 2 hours, 26 minutes, 39 secondshim, that you continue to strengthen his hand, Lord. That you continue to protect them from all of the witches, the warlocks, and every single enemy that 2 hours, 26 minutes, 46 secondscomes against him. Lord, use him, Lord, as you said, you will use Israel as your battle axe. Lord, use him right now to break apart the nations right now. Lord, 2 hours, 26 minutes, 55 secondsthat [snorts] he shall bring a revival throughout this kingdom of earth. Lord, that your kingdom will be built up on this earth, Lord. Protect him and keep him safe. In Jesus mighty name we pray. 2 hours, 27 minutes, 6 seconds[snorts] Amen. Amen. Amen. 2 hours, 27 minutes, 9 secondsNow, you might be asking, what is the gospel? The gospel is very simple. That you are a sinner and that you are on your way to hell without a shadow of a 2 hours, 27 minutes, 18 secondsdoubt. You were born in sin and [music] the wrath of God abides on you and you do not deserve to go there by way of 2 hours, 27 minutes, 26 secondsyour sin. But while you were still [music] a sinner, God sent his son Jesus 2 hours, 27 minutes, 35 secondswho loved you and died for [music] you as your substitutionary sacrifice. Which means he died in your place so that you 2 hours, 27 minutes, 43 secondscould live [music] his life. which means he died for your sin. He was buried and 3 days later he resurrected from the 2 hours, 27 minutes, 51 secondsdead. And if you would confess with your mouth [music] the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you shall be saved. [music] 2 hours, 27 minutes, 58 secondsThat's out that's out here. No, no. I'm talking about the real Jesus of the Bible, the eternal son of God that [music] became a man. God manifested in 2 hours, 28 minutes, 7 secondsthe flesh that became a man and in 33 years he died on the cross providing 2 hours, 28 minutes, 14 secondsredemption buying us back translating us out of the kingdom of darkness into the kingdom of his dear [music] son which 2 hours, 28 minutes, 21 secondsmeans he redeemed us back to God he reconciled you back to God by way of his death on the cross and so you probably 2 hours, 28 minutes, 29 secondssaying how can I be saved very simple all you have to do is [music] repent of your sin. I'm not talking about 360, 2 hours, 28 minutes, 38 secondstalking about 180. You turn, you turn from your sin. You believe in [music] the gospel 2 hours, 28 minutes, 45 secondsexclusively. Just Jesus. I'm not talking about Jesus and Mary. [music] I'm not talking about Jesus and Buddha. I'm not talking about Jesus and some other 2 hours, 28 minutes, 53 secondscentralized figure. And I'm not even talking about Jesus and your spiritual father and destiny and all of that. No, no, no. [music] There's only one way to heaven. Jesus said, "I am the way. I am 2 hours, 29 minutes, 2 secondsthe truth. I am the life. and nobody comes unto the father except through me. 2 hours, 29 minutes, 5 secondsJesus is exclusively the only way. You want to know why he's the only way? 2 hours, 29 minutes, 9 seconds[music] Because he's not only the only way. He is the door to enter in. And the only way you could get in is by way of 2 hours, 29 minutes, 16 secondsrepentance. You must repent and become born again. Why? Cuz only sons and daughters can become citizens in the 2 hours, 29 minutes, 24 secondskingdom. Outsiders [music] can't come in. But Jesus died on that cross and he made the way open for you. And if you 2 hours, 29 minutes, 32 secondsconfess with your [music] mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you shall be saved. I'm not talking about all this other stuff to get saved. No, no, no. 2 hours, 29 minutes, 41 secondsJust believe. Believe in him. [music] The efficacy of Christ's work on the cross as the substitutionary 2 hours, 29 minutes, 49 secondssacrifice [music] in exchange for your sin. Which means you give up your sin, you give it to him, he exchanges it and 2 hours, 29 minutes, 57 secondstakes on your [music] sin, but he gives you his righteousness. And then you are righteous and justified by faith in 2 hours, 30 minutes, 5 secondsJesus. And when you have justification because of Jesus, [music] now you have peace with God. You have peace with God. 2 hours, 30 minutes, 12 secondsAnd watch this. And now he will no longer be just your God. He is now your heavenly father through the person of 2 hours, 30 minutes, 20 secondsthe son Jesus. Why don't you pray that prayer right now? Just repeat after me. 2 hours, 30 minutes, 23 secondsSay, Lord, I believe that I am a sinner and that I deserve to go to hell, but God, you sent your son. Go ahead. Those 2 hours, 30 minutes, 31 secondsof you that are watching, repeat what I'm saying. Say, "God, you [music] sent your son, Jesus Christ, to die for my 2 hours, 30 minutes, 38 secondssin. He was buried. 3 days later, he resurrected from the dead. I now [music] 2 hours, 30 minutes, 45 secondsconfess you, Lord Jesus, as my Lord, as my Savior, come into my heart, come into 2 hours, 30 minutes, 53 secondsmy life, and wash me from my sin." And now say [music] this. Say, "Holy Spirit, I surrender my life to you. 2 hours, 31 minutes, 2 secondsMake me born again in Jesus mighty name." [music] My friend, if you said that prayer, 2 hours, 31 minutes, 12 secondswhichever way you said that prayer, as long as you believe, confess with your mouth Jesus is Lord and [music] that he died on the cross for you and 3 days 2 hours, 31 minutes, 20 secondslater he resurrected and you repented and believe that message, the Bible says, "Whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved." You are saved, [music] my friend. Here's what I want 2 hours, 31 minutes, 28 secondsyou to do. There's going to be an email that's going to be put on the video right here. And I want you to write I want you to write this channel and [music] tell them that you accepted 2 hours, 31 minutes, 37 secondsChrist as your savior. And brother Ezekiel and this the administrative staff of this channel will help you find a local church in your area that will 2 hours, 31 minutes, 45 secondspoint you in the right direction. But we need to hear from you. say, "Man of God, and that broadcast, I know you guys are talking about demons and devils, but I 2 hours, 31 minutes, 52 secondsended up getting saved and I ended up renouncing all other gods." Yeah. 2 hours, 31 minutes, 57 secondsWhich means you got to renounce all other gods and believe exclusively on the son of God. And welcome to the family of God. 2 hours, 32 minutes, 6 seconds[music] Sync to video time

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