After suffering from severe stomach cramps for several days, we were forced to call the emergency services. I had to go directly to the nearest hospital, which was actually the hospital where I had given birth to my baby. We went there, but because of the pain, they began injecting several medications into my body. At one point, I stopped the nurse and asked her, "What are you injecting me with?" She explained it to me. I accepted it and allowed her to continue.
Then I was discharged and went home. But suddenly on September 16th in the middle of the night, I began feeling something strange happening to my tongue. I knew something wasn't right. I went in front of the mirror to look and I saw that one side of my tongue had become extremely swollen. Within 20 minutes, the other side had also swollen. I began thinking if this continues to swell until it reaches my lungs, I could die.
My husband wasn't at home. He was in Canada. I called him and told him, "I have to go to the emergency room immediately." He stayed on the phone with me while I drove. My tongue had become so swollen. When I arrived at the emergency room, I simply abandoned my car in front of the entrance. I left a note saying that in case I died, they should call my husband's number because I was in the emergency room.
I don't even know how they parked my car afterward. I simply left it there. When I entered and they saw me, I watched the entire medical staff immediately gather because they understood that the situation was critical. They took me directly into the operating room. There were more than 50 doctors and medical professionals trying to find a solution because my tongue was so swollen that I was suffocating. They tried to insert a tube with a camera, but it couldn't pass through my throat.
So they said they would have to make an incision in my trachea so that I could breathe. They told me that afterward I would no longer be able to speak normally and that I would have a hole in my throat. I said, "God gave me a vision for this same time next year. I have a program for him. I cannot lose my voice." The doctor replied, "You can only carry out that program if you stay alive." I was suffocating.
I had to sign to give them permission before they could make the incision. But just as they were about to cut, a young medical student intervened. He said, "No, don't cut. We should try another method." He suggested using a smaller tube and forcing it through. They tried it and it worked. But while they were doing this, I felt my spirit leaving my body. Eventually, my spirit completely left my body.
I came out of my body and looked down at my body lying on the bed. The doctors were panicking. I looked at them and could hear them saying, "Oh, we've lost her." I tried to touch the doctors, but my hands passed right through them. The heart monitor showed that my heart had stopped. I tried to tell them in Africa when the television stops working you give it a good hit and it starts working again.
So I tried to hit the monitor to make it work but my hand passed right through the machine. I suddenly realized, "Oh my God, what is happening?" They were trying to resuscitate me. As I looked around I saw many spirits. I spoke to the doctors but they couldn't hear me. They were saying that I was dead. Then I looked at the spirits. They said to me, "We can hear you. Come and join us." I replied, "No, I'm not dead. There is no relationship between the living and the dead." They laughed. They said, "That's what we used to say, too. Come and join us. We're not going anywhere."
As I looked around, I saw that they were behaving almost like normal human beings. In fact, there seemed to be more spirits in that hospital than living people. They were everywhere. I said, "No, I'm not coming." While I was trying to speak to the doctors, the spirits kept telling me, "They can't hear you. You're dead. Come with us." I said, "No, I'm not joining you. I'm not going anywhere."
Finally, a very beautiful man appeared and took me by the hand. We began flying through a tunnel. I looked down as we traveled through it. It was extremely dark. As I looked at the Earth through the tunnel, I saw it becoming smaller and smaller until it was the size of an egg. I wondered, "Am I still on Earth? Am I still on planet Earth?"
We passed the first level. We went beyond the moon. I saw space and many of the heavenly forces. Eventually, we came out of the tunnel. The darkness had been extremely thick, almost like a dense black fog. Then a demon blocked our way. He was beating his chest and laughing. He said, "Ha ha, I am the spirit of death." At the exit of the tunnel, we were confronted by this entity. When he beat his chest and declared that he was the spirit of death, I looked directly into his eyes.
I looked at him from head to toe. The moment I looked at him, I realized that this was indeed the being he claimed to be. Immediately, the passage from came into my mind. The passage about the dragon standing before the woman, ready to devour her child. I saw the description of that dragon. Someone told me, "This is the dragon described in ." The description matched perfectly.
I thought, "This is the end." I thought they were going to attack me. I said, "Oh my God, this is incredible." Then a man dressed in white appeared. When he appeared, he was standing near a throne and a judgment seat. He said to me, "Welcome." I replied, "Thank you. At least you can hear me." Then he called me by my name. He asked me, "Do you know why you are here?" I replied, "I don't know." I said that this evil being had struck me and pulled me away from where I had been.
Then he looked at me and told me to read . I read . "The earth is the Lord's and everything in it, the world and all who live in it. For he founded it upon the seas and established it upon the waters. Who may ascend the mountain of the Lord? Who may stand in his holy place? The one who has clean hands and a pure heart who does not trust in an idol or swear by a false god. They will receive blessing from the Lord and vindication from God their savior. Such is the generation of those who seek him, who seek your face, God of Jacob."
When I reached verse 7, it said, "Lift up your heads, you gates, be lifted up, you ancient doors." When I read that, the gates opened. They unfolded like enormous wings. They opened wide. There was a great sound and smoke was rising. The gates lifted up. And when they lifted, a great light appeared. It was like the scripture says, "Let there be light." And the darkness could not overcome it. The light was so brilliant that I could barely see.
I saw the angel who had been speaking to me. But as I looked around, I stopped paying attention to the person speaking to me. I was thinking, "What kind of place is this?" Then I looked and saw a woman. I said, "I know this woman." She was praying. She was standing on what looked like a yellow sunflower, and the stone ground was singing and moving in a particular direction. She was wearing a long blue dress, and the same sunflowers appeared on her dress. The flowers were moving and singing. Amen. I couldn't hear exactly what she was saying, but I knew she was praying. I could hear, "Lord, have mercy. Have mercy. Show us your grace."
I wanted to push the angel aside and say, "Wait, I know this woman. She is smiling. She comes from our church. Let me go to her. At least let me go and listen to her. Then perhaps I will qualify to enter through this gate." The angel replied, "There are some things for which you must learn to wait."
Then he asked me if I knew what was written in . I said, "Yes, I know it. No weapon forged against you will prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you." Then he said something that shocked me. He said, "When it speaks of every tongue that includes your own tongue, the tongue that rises against you, you will have to condemn it."
I said, "Okay, I understand." I understood the verse to mean that I would have to judge myself. Then he went further and quoted . "For every idle word people speak, they will give an account." I said, "I know that." Then he continued with . "Do you not know that we will judge the world?" Then he asked me, "So in your opinion, who will judge you?" I replied, "You, Lord."
He said, "No, you will judge yourself. You will be the judge, and you will declare the judgment that will be rendered against you." Then he said, "Before you enter, there is one final question I want to ask you." He told me to read Matthew chapter 6. "Here is how you should pray. Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us today our daily bread. And forgive us our debts as we also have forgiven our debtors."
As I continued praying, I was reciting it almost like a poem. I was reading very quickly. But when I was about to move on, he stopped me. He said, "Slow down. Look at verse 12. Forgive us our offenses as we also forgive those who have offended us." As I was about to continue, he said, "No, no, no. This is the judgment you have pronounced. Your own judgment is the criterion by which you yourself will be judged."
I had to make a decision. You know what the word of God says. "For by your words you will be justified and by your words you will be condemned." It would be by my own mouth that I would pronounce my judgment. He told me to read it again. I began reading Matthew chapter 6 again. When I reached the words, "Forgive us as we forgive those who have offended us," he said, "Stop. This is the judgment."
Then he simply clapped his hands. A balance appeared. They placed the level of my forgiveness on one side. They placed my sins on the other side, and on the opposite side, they placed the level to which I had forgiven other people. They balanced the two. Unfortunately, the weight of my sins was far greater than the level of my forgiveness. Then they said, "Who can enter this place? The one who has clean hands and a pure heart." They measured the level of my forgiveness. It was only 0.001%.
Then he said, "Close the gates." Immediately I saw the gates close in front of me. Everything became dark again. I didn't know what to do next. I turned to the left and began walking. As I walked, I saw an enormous pit that was consuming people. You cannot imagine how enormous that place was. I saw the gate. I saw so many people entering it. They entered while talking and discussing things completely unaware of what was happening. I thought it looks like the gates of hell.
Then I looked carefully and saw a sister in Christ whom I knew very well. Forgive me. Yes, that sister. She couldn't possibly be there. I thought, why have you come down here? You aren't supposed to be on this side. Remember how much you used to do at church?
The sister was carrying a large piece of furniture. Inside that piece of furniture were all the good deeds she had performed and all the works she considered evidence of her righteousness. When her life was being evaluated, she expected to open that piece of furniture and take out her record to show it to an angel who was standing there. The appearance of that angel was like a beast. His face looked like that of a serpent, and he wore dark clothing. He was terrifying, almost like something from a horror movie. He was extremely busy.
I wanted to speak to him. I said, "Why are you putting this here? These are the things she did for the church." The sister opened the container to give everything to the demonic looking angel. But he didn't even examine it. He simply took it. And suddenly, I was in the fire. People were screaming. I didn't actually see the fire clearly, but I knew it was extremely hot because of the way people were screaming. The sister was screaming too.
Even though she was carrying all her righteousness and good works on her head, she was screaming. I said, "I remember that at church you did this, you did that." She kept presenting those things to the angel, saying, "Look at all the good things I have done." They looked again. He mentioned about three things that he knew she had done for the church. But he simply tore them apart and they told her, "If you sin in one point, you are guilty of all. It doesn't matter what kind of person you are. You may not steal, you may not kill, but if you hold resentment and refuse to forgive, why have you come here to be examined when you were such a good person?"
I knew she was a good person, but she had too much anger inside her. The sister burst into tears. I was there thinking, "No, she doesn't want to be here." Then they looked at me and said, "I am going to let you judge yourself. Why are you here? Don't you realize that this will also be your fate?" I asked, "What have I done?" He said, "Do you claim that you forgive? You don't forgive. So all your righteousness before me will be like filthy clothing. All your religious works, even before your death, will be like filthy clothes, and this is where you are today."
I began searching my heart. Whom had I not forgiven? Then he mentioned a very close member of my family. He said the person's name and described what had happened. I answered, "Yes, that's true." Because on the Sunday when it happened, the person came to speak to me and apologized. I said it was okay. I told the person, "It's fine. I'll just give you something to drink." It happened on a Sunday afternoon. Then it became Sunday night. At midnight, the scene came back into my memory. I remembered everything.
I said, "I really did forgive. I hadn't kept it inside me. I had simply said, 'It's okay. I'll just give you something to drink.'" Then the angel said, "Okay, I agree. But this woman does not want to go to hell." So I put my foot in the door. My first leg was already inside. Then I began hearing my husband's voice. He was praying and singing. "Let your resurrection power come upon my wife today. Resurrect my wife. Act powerfully. Let your resurrection power come upon my wife today." I heard the word miracle. My leg was already inside. When I heard his voice, I thought that is my husband's voice. So I turned around. Then I saw Mati again. This time she was on her knees. She began pleading. "Give her another chance. Lord have mercy. Let your grace and mercy allow her to return to earth because of her son." I believe you can imagine how much she was crying.
I remembered that I had children. When she mentioned my son, I remembered my son. Then our Lord Jesus Christ appeared. When he appeared, he appeared just as he had been when he went to the cross. Blood was flowing drop by drop. My God. Blood was flowing. He was wearing a crown of thorns on his head. He was half naked and covered in blood. Then he said to me, "How long will you continue to make me bleed? How long? How long?" I fell down. I began touching the feet of Jesus and said, "Please send me back to earth. Send me back to earth." Then Jesus took some of the blood from his own body and began using it to wash me from head to toe. The platform beneath me disappeared. I was sent back into my body at tremendous speed. The doctors were shouting. "We have a pulse. We have a pulse. We have a pulse. We did it."
This is not a joke. I had truly been declared dead. But God's grace and mercy brought me back to life. If you are guilty of one offense, then you are guilty of all. says, "The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love. He will not always accuse, nor will he harbor his anger forever. He does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his love for those who fear him. As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us. As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him." Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. My beloved, the Lord is a merciful God. Jesus is a merciful God. Merciful. Merciful, merciful.
She found herself in hell. But one of her mothers in Christ prayed for her. She prayed for her to return to life. She prayed that she would not go to hell. She asked God for mercy and grace. This woman found herself in hell because of unforgiveness, because of unforgiveness. Often we say that we have forgiven someone but our heart has not completely forgiven. Sometimes we say we have forgiven but we still think about it. We remember it day after day. We say we have forgiven but our behavior shows that we have not truly forgiven. We still carry the matter in our hearts. And that is what can destroy people. There are people who are in hell because of unforgiveness. Christians in hell because they did not forgive. Because they did not sincerely forgive. That is why beloved we must ask God for the grace to forgive our neighbor.
Say Lord give me the grace to forgive my neighbor. Lord give me the grace to forgive those who have offended me. Lord give me the grace to forget the offenses, the deaths, the insults, and the wounds people have caused me. Give me grace, Lord. Heal my wounds, Lord. Give me grace. Give me grace so that one day I may go to heaven. Lord, have mercy on my life. Mercy, mercy. Father, I am unworthy. I am not capable of reaching heaven on my own. Have mercy. Wash me in your blood. Wash me in your blood. In your mercy, wash me in your blood so that one day I may go to heaven so that one day I may be saved. Do not abandon me. Do not let me go to hell. I must plead for mercy. My beloved, let us plead for mercy. Because I tell you at every moment demons are trying to set traps for us so that we will sin. The devil can use someone in your own home.
You may be doing everything well and then someone provokes you. You begin talking. You become angry and suddenly you have sinned. Then you go out into the street and see people dressed improperly. You see women dressed in revealing clothing. Even looking at someone improperly dressed can become a temptation. At every moment, we must ask God for his grace and mercy for our salvation.
We must ask God by his grace to help us avoid the traps of the devil. Ask him to help us avoid the schemes of the devil. Ask him to help us pay attention to everything we do. Ask him to help us constantly repent and forgive our neighbors. Ask him to help us become examples and models. Ask him to help us avoid the works of darkness. Beloved, ask for mercy at every moment. Never forget this. Never forget to ask for God's mercy.
Ask for yourself. Ask for your husband. Ask for your wife. Ask for your children. Ask for your parents. Ask for your brothers and sisters. Ask for your brothers and sisters in Christ. Ask for your church. Ask for your pastor, your prophet, your shepherd. Ask for the evangelists and everyone serving in the church. Ask for mercy for your neighbors. Ask for the people around you. Ask for people throughout the world. Ask for mercy even for those who do not know God. Ask for God's mercy, my beloved. Ask for God's mercy. Ask for God's mercy. Without God's mercy, my beloved, we cannot reach heaven. Let your sanctification not depend on your own strength. Let it depend on the spirit of God and on the mercy of God. says that the God of peace himself sanctifies you completely. You see, it is God who must sanctify us. And may your whole being, spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. It is God who sanctifies. So always ask for God's grace. Lord, sanctify me by your grace. Sanctify my soul by your grace. Sanctify my spirit by your grace. Sanctify my body by your grace. Lord, sanctify my life by your grace. Sanctify me by your grace. Lord, help me. Help me to reach heaven.
Plead for mercy, beloved. Plead for mercy. And do not plead for mercy only for yourself. Plead for mercy for your neighbor as well. This is what leads us to heaven. It is the mercy of God. It is the mercy of God, my beloved. It is the mercy of God. That is why as a child of God, you must never think that you have already arrived. You must have a humble heart. May God give us the grace to have a humble heart. A humble heart that is always willing to repent. Always repent. Always repent. If you are sitting at home and God sends someone with a message for you saying, "Beloved, this is what God told me about you, take the time to pray. Ask for God's will." If God convicts you, repent. Say, "Lord, forgive me." If a servant of God tells you something about your life, don't immediately say, "Why didn't God tell me directly? Why didn't God speak to me himself?" Instead, ask God for signs. Ask, "Lord, what is your will?" If God convicts you, beloved, repent. God can give you a message through anyone. God can use anyone. You may even be the pastor of a church. You may be the shepherd. And God may use someone from the church security team to receive a dream and come to tell you, "Pastor, this is the dream God showed me." Don't immediately reject it.
Don't say, "What kind of dream is that? Why would God show you something? I'm the pastor. I pray more. I'm more consecrated." Perhaps that dream contains something concerning your salvation. So pray. Ask God, "Lord, what is your will?" This is what matters. His will, not your will. Ask for his will. Repent. Listen. And then move forward. My beloved, let us seek heaven. Let us fight for heaven. My beloved, let us fight for heaven. Let us ask for mercy. My prayer is that all of us will be in heaven. All of us. All of us. All of us. My beloved, let us strive toward heaven. Let us strive toward heaven.
I also want to encourage the women and the men. Women, abandon fornication, abandon sexual immorality, abandon theft, abandon fraud, abandon dishonest schemes. And women abandon makeup, earrings, nail polish, and all these things. Look at hot water. Even when you are standing in the hot sun at one o'clock in the afternoon, imagine hell. Imagine hell. Look at a volcano. Look at a volcano. Imagine hell. The fire of hell is eternal where people do not die. There are people who are in hell because of certain things. There are people in hell because of makeup. There are people in hell because of earrings. There are people in hell because of nail polish. There are people in hell because of false eyelashes. There are people in hell because of trousers. Even some pastors' wives are there because of these things. Oh God, they regret it. They regret it. But you have an opportunity today. You who are listening, you have an opportunity. You have an opportunity to repent. Don't play with this. We only live once. We are born once. That is why we must repent.
The fact that someone comes back to life is the grace of God. When you die, you die once. So prepare yourself as a holy person. Clothe yourself with good works. Have a good and a gentle heart. Let your heart have the fear of God. Let there be holiness. Let there be truth in your heart. If your heart has the fear of God, there will be holiness. There will be truth in your heart. Your body will reflect that truth. You will dress modestly. Your parents will be honored. You will have the fear of God. You will repent. You will truly become an example. Your clothing will reflect your heart. You know clothing reflects the heart. When we see a girl exposing her thighs or wearing trousers, that is what is in her heart. There is vanity. There is impurity in her heart. And that is why she dresses that way. Do not deceive yourselves.
What is in the heart is what we see on the body. I am telling you the truth. A sister who dresses modestly, that comes from the heart. A sister who wears extensions, that comes from the heart. False hair, false eyelashes, false nails, artificial complexion, artificial body parts, all of these things come from the heart because there is no truth in her heart. Jesus may be in her mouth at church. She may sing about Jesus. Jesus may be in her mouth, but Jesus is not in her heart. Jesus is the truth. The truth and falsehood cannot live together in the same house. Your heart is a house. Jesus cannot come and sit in your heart while falsehood is living there at the same time. How can Jesus and falsehood both live in your heart? One of them must be either the truth, which is Jesus, or falsehood. If falsehood is in your heart, it will show itself in your body. False hair, false eyelashes, false nails, artificial complexion. But if sexual immorality and fornication are in your heart, that will also show itself. It will be seen in revealing clothing, short skirts, high heels, low cut clothing, and everything else. Even the way you present your body shows what is in your heart. The Bible speaks about the heart. I say it again. It is from the heart that these things come.
When we dress, when we live, when we speak, when we act, everything comes from the heart. If I go somewhere, it is because my heart wants to go there. If I buy something, it is because my heart wants it. If I choose to go left or right, it is because my heart directs me. If I walk down the street and see ten women selling something, my heart decides whether I want to buy it. If Jesus is in your heart, if the truth of Jesus is in your heart, a woman who has the truth of Jesus in her heart will not wear false hair. She will not wear false eyelashes. She will not wear false nails. She will not put artificial things all over herself. A woman who has holiness in her heart will not dress immodestly. She will not wear short skirts. She will wear long skirts and long dresses. She will dress modestly like a princess. You see, there are women who do not realize that they are princesses. Look at how princesses dress. They dress modestly. But you see yourself differently and dress immodestly. And when the pastor says something, you say it doesn't matter. Perhaps the pastor himself is blind. When God gives someone over to blindness, they fall into the trap. If you knew your identity in Christ, if you understood that you were a princess of the Lord, a princess of Jesus Christ, and that you had value, you would give yourself greater respect.
You would honor yourself. You would realize that you are a princess. That is why your heart belongs to other spirits. You dress according to the desires of the spirits of the waters. You follow pagan fashions and models. Whatever style comes out, you follow it. If the clothing exposes your thighs, you wear it. God looks at the heart. Where are you going with all of that? What heaven are you going to enter wearing those things? God looks at the heart. All of this comes from the heart. When God looks into your heart, he sees your clothing there. He sees false hair there. He sees your habits there. He sees everything that is defiled in your heart. A holy woman does not dress immodestly. Look at and . This is the Bible. This is the word of God. It is the word of God. Do not listen to just anyone. Seek your salvation.
What I am telling you, take it to your knees and say, "Father, speak to me." He will speak to you. God loves you. He will speak to you in order to save your soul. He will speak to you. Let us seek heaven. Let us seek heaven. I also want to encourage the brothers. Brothers, abandon trousers that are extremely tight against the body. Please dress decently. Those who dye their hair, there are even people who do not want to grow old. You may be sixty years old and it is normal for you to have gray hair, but some people use products to make their hair black because they don't want gray hair. Everyone who does this will go to hell because they want to corrupt God's natural creation. God made you that way. Naturally, God has established that people will eventually have gray hair. If you have gray hair, you dye it and tell your wife, "Remove the gray. You use black products." You are hiding. You are hiding the truth. You have gray hair, but you are presenting yourself to people as though you have black hair. That is lying. And no liar has a place in heaven. If you die like that, the demons will accuse you. The truth. The truth.
Regarding marriage, the wedding ring is not what makes a marriage. You can wear a wedding ring without being married. And you can be married without wearing a wedding ring. The ring is not what makes a marriage. What makes a marriage is Jesus Christ. In marriage, there are three: Jesus, the man, and the woman. Those three together form a true marriage. When the three are united, we call it marriage. It is not the wedding ring. It is not the ring. There are people who wear wedding rings but are not married. That is not what makes a marriage. Beloved, may God help us reach heaven. May God have mercy on us. May God show us mercy. May God bless you abundantly. I pray that God in his grace will enlighten you more and more. May he open your hearts. May he open your hearts to his word. May he open your hearts to his will. And may God help all of us reach heaven. May God bless you abundantly.
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