I screamed and felt all that chemical smoke pouring into my lungs. My husband tried to hold onto my hand, but he lost me in the darkness. I spent 2 months in a coma. The doctors had practically given up on me, and it was there in that silence that I saw myself descending. Jesus showed me something about the church that I wish I had never seen.
Glory to God. I'm so glad you're here today. Make yourself comfortable. Grab a cup of coffee because this story is going to affect you in ways you might not expect. The testimony you just heard is real. It was taken from one of the world's largest research websites dedicated to near-death experiences, and we'll leave the link in the description so you can check it out for yourself. Out of respect for the family and for privacy reasons, the woman's name has been changed. We'll call our protagonist Sandra.
And let me tell you, I've read a lot of things in my life. I've been beside people who were dying. I've held the hands of patients who had no one else. But when I read what Sandra went through, I had to stop. Because this isn't just the story of someone who almost died. It's a message. A message that Jesus sent her back with. And honestly, it's one that many people inside the church don't want to hear.
I survived an arson attack and spent 2 months in a coma. On the other side, Jesus showed her what the church had become. And when she returned and tried to tell people about it, do you know what happened? Nobody wanted to listen. But today, someone is going to listen.
And in the afternoons, when he was at work, waves of anguish would suddenly overwhelm him. He would feel restless, terrified, and deeply troubled for no apparent reason. He had never experienced anything like it in his life. It was as though something were trying to crush his hope from every direction. But he kept going to the hospital. He kept reading the Bible. He kept praying beside my bed, even when everything around him seemed to say there was no point anymore.
Then, one Sunday morning, as he was getting ready to go to church, something happened. He felt it in his body, like a punch to the stomach, a certainty that came from deep within him, without warning or explanation. He bent over, clutching his stomach, and the words came out of his mouth before he had time to think. "Lord, please don't take my girl away." He had never called me that before, and he never called me that again. And what he felt was real, because at that very moment, I was no longer there.
The first thing I became aware of was a presence behind me. I couldn't see anyone. There was no face or physical form in front of me, but I knew. I knew with every cell of my being, with every part of my existence, that it was him. It was Jesus, standing right behind me.
The communication wasn't through spoken words. It wasn't like two people having a conversation. It was as though his thoughts entered my spirit directly, without sound or voice, yet more clearly than any conversation I had ever experienced in my entire life. I understood everything, every intention, every meaning. It was as though he was speaking a language my soul had always known, but had somehow forgotten.
When I looked down, it felt as though I were inside an airplane. You know when you look out of the little window and see everything far below you, the people, the houses, everything looking incredibly small? That's what it was like. I was high above, looking down at countless people below me. They were running. Running from one place to another without stopping, frantically moving back and forth. They would go one way, turn around, come back, and then rush off again. It was an endless state of desperation and agitation.
What struck me most was that nobody was standing still. Everyone was running, running, running. But when you looked closely, you realized that nobody was actually getting anywhere. It was movement without direction, hurry without purpose.
I looked at what was happening and asked, "Lord, what is this?" He answered me directly in my spirit, in the way only he could. And what he said sent a chill through me. "This is my church. All those people running aimlessly, never stopping, never looking up." That was his church. He told me they were running after their programs, their activities, their schedules, their events, their projects, and all the things they had invented themselves. In the middle of all that frantic activity, they had lost their way. They had abandoned what truly mattered and become so busy doing things that they hadn't even realized they had drifted away from him.
And do you know what the worst part was? Do you know the detail I would never forget? They were running on ashes. The ground wasn't beautiful. It wasn't a green field or a golden temple. It was ash, a vast expanse of ashes. And all those people were running back and forth across it as though everything were fine, as though it were perfectly normal. But it wasn't. None of it was normal.
Jesus told me that the church needed to return to the basics: his blood, the cross, and the resurrection. He said they had become lost in competition, appearances, who got to stand on the platform, who had the biggest ministry, and who received the most attention on social media. They were competing with one another over things that meant nothing in eternity. And while they competed, the things that truly mattered were burning, turning to dust and ashes beneath their feet.
I stood there looking at it all, unable to speak because I recognized what I was seeing. I attended a Pentecostal church where everyone wanted to be on the platform. Everyone wanted to be seen. There was competition in the worship team, competition in preaching, and even competition in prayer. And there, standing beside Jesus and looking down at everything from above, I saw how deeply it grieved him.
There was something else I would only understand much later. Ashes have a meaning in the Bible. In scripture, ashes are associated with repentance. In ancient times, when people genuinely repented, they would cover themselves with ashes as a sign of deep humility before God. So, what Jesus was showing me wasn't merely a problem or a diagnosis. It was a call. He was telling the church that it needed to repent, stop running, look down, recognize that the ground beneath its feet had already turned to ashes, and humble itself before him once again.
That cut me deeply because I realized he wasn't angry. He was grieving. It was the pain of a father watching his children run around in circles while none of them stopped to look at him.
Then Jesus gave me a choice. He said, "You can stay, or you can return." That was it. There was no pressure, no threat, and no warning that something terrible would happen if I refused to return. He simply gave me the freedom to choose. But deep in my spirit, I sensed that he wanted me to go back. There was something waiting for me down below, a task, something he had prepared for my husband and me, something we still needed to accomplish.
And honestly, the desire to stay was overwhelming. Being near him was something no words could adequately describe. Nothing could compare to it. Nothing on this earth, nothing I had experienced in more than 50 years of life, came anywhere close to being in his presence. Nothing. The thought of returning to my devastated body, to that hospital bed, to the tube in my throat, and to all that pain was terrifying.
But I told him I would return. I said, "I'll go back, Lord." And I could sense that he was pleased. It wasn't a spoken word or smile I saw. It was something I felt in my spirit, a sense of approval and contentment flowing from him toward me like a warm wave. As though he was saying, "That is the right answer."
But he was honest with me. He didn't paint a beautiful picture of what awaited me. He didn't promise that everything would be easy, that I would recover quickly, or that all my problems would disappear. No. He looked at me there in the spirit and made one thing perfectly clear. "It won't be easy." Three words, and I felt the weight of every one of them.
Then my descent began. I started returning, moving back toward my body, the hospital, and that bed. And it was at that moment, as I was returning, that he revealed himself to me in a completely different way. He appeared to me as the lion of Judah. I don't know how to explain what he looked like. I don't have enough words in any human language to describe what I saw. But there was power, authority, majesty of such magnitude that everything around him seemed small. Everything.
And there, as the lion of Judah, he told me something I have carried with me ever since. He said he was coming back soon. He would establish his kingdom and reign as things were meant to be, as they should always have been. The first time he came, he came as the lamb, gentle, humble, and willing to surrender himself. But the next time, he will come as the lion. And when he comes, he won't be coming to ask permission. He will come to reign.
And do you know what still affects me to this day? What I cannot talk about without feeling it all over again? While I was there with Jesus, looking at everything and hearing everything he was showing me, I began to hear something else. A voice coming from far away, from below, from the world I had left behind. It was my husband's voice.
In the spirit, I could hear him praying. But it wasn't an ordinary prayer. It wasn't the usual prayer before bed or a simple prayer of thanksgiving before a meal. It was the desperate cry of a broken man pouring everything he had into his prayer. He was saying, "Please, God, please don't take my girl away. My girl." He had never called me that before that day, and he never did afterwards. I don't know where those words came from, but they came out of him like the cry of someone who believed he was losing the most important person in his life.
He was at the hospital at that very moment. It was Sunday morning. He had been getting ready to go to church when he suddenly felt a punch to the stomach, an overwhelming certainty that came without warning or explanation. He knew I was gone. He believed he had lost me. He doubled over, clutching his stomach as grief struck him like a wall crashing down. And he prayed. He prayed with everything he had, with his pain, his fear, and the unbearable anticipation of losing the person he loved, believing he might never see me again.
And that prayer reached me. It passed through everything. It crossed the ceiling of the hospital, passed through the heavens, and crossed the veil separating this world from the next. And there, on the other side, in the presence of Jesus, I heard my husband begging God to spare my life.
I returned, but Jesus hadn't lied. He had told me it wouldn't be easy, and it wasn't. I underwent multiple surgeries, one after another. There were days when I thought I was going to die all over again right there on the operating table. My body had been devastated internally. My lungs, my throat, and everything touched by the chemical smoke had been permanently damaged. And these aren't the kinds of injuries that simply disappear.
Even today, I need oxygen to breathe. Even today, my body never fully recovered, and I know it never will. Every single day, I carry the consequences of that night in my chest. Some people think that when you go to the other side and return, you come back completely healed, as though Jesus sends you back with a brand new body. That's not how it happened for me. He sent me back with a message, not a new body. And I carry the weight of that message alongside the weight of the oxygen I need to breathe.
When I finally left the hospital and regained enough strength to speak, I went to tell the pastor of our church what I had experienced, what I had seen, and what Jesus had shown me about the church running on ashes. We attended a Pentecostal church where everyone seemed to want the same thing: a place on the platform. Who could sing best? Who could preach best? Who could pray most impressively? And who received the most attention? That was what mattered. It was constant competition.
And when I told them what I had seen, do you know what happened? Nothing. Nobody wanted to listen. Nobody showed any interest. Nobody came to ask me questions. Nobody sat down with me to understand what I had experienced. They simply ignored me as though I hadn't nearly died, as though I hadn't spent 2 months in a coma, as though Jesus hadn't sent me back with a specific message for them.
And that hurt. It hurt more than the smoke. The smoke destroyed my lungs, but their indifference wounded a place inside me that no surgery could ever reach.
The man who set fire to the building was tried and convicted. He received a prison sentence of between 5 and 7 years. My husband attended the trial. When the judge announced the sentence, do you know what the man's father said? He complained. He complained that now his son would have to spend Christmas in prison. He didn't apologize. He didn't look at us. He didn't ask how I was doing. All he cared about was his son's Christmas. And that tells you everything. It tells you something about the environment that young man came from and the kind of ground in which that silver serpent had coiled itself.
But what I brought back with me wasn't anger or bitterness. What I brought back was the message Jesus had instructed me to share. And I'm going to share it, whether people want to hear it or not.
The church is far too busy. It's busy with things that don't matter: competition, social media, who has the most followers, who has the biggest ministry, who gets the most attention, and who makes the most noise. And while it chases after all these things, it allows what matters most to turn to ashes beneath its feet.
Jesus wants the church to return. To return to his blood, the cross, salvation, holiness, and intimacy with God. Without these things, everything else is ashes. It's frantic activity without a destination. It's people running across a pile of dust convinced they're going somewhere when they're actually getting nowhere.
And to anyone lying in a hospital bed right now, or sitting beside the bed of someone they love, wondering whether that person will make it through another day, I want to tell you something. Never give up. Pray. Keep praying even when it seems as though nothing is happening. Even when the doctors stop talking about recovery, even when silence is the only answer you receive.
My husband prayed for 2 months. 2 months without seeing any visible results. 2 months of talking to God beside a bed where I lay completely motionless. And that prayer brought me back. Jesus hears you. He hears every word, every whisper, and every tear that falls to the floor of the hospital room. He hears everything.
Everyone, let me pause here for a moment because Sandra has touched on two things I cannot simply pass over. The first is this. Jesus said he was coming soon. Now, I know that God's understanding of soon isn't necessarily the same as ours, but something stands out to me. In 2 Peter chapter 3, the Bible tells us that the Lord is not slow in keeping his promise. He isn't late. He is waiting, giving more people the opportunity to repent. But that waiting will not continue forever.
And when Sandra saw Jesus reveal himself as the lion of Judah as she returned to her body, that message wasn't meant for her alone. It was meant for us. It was a reminder that the first time he came, he came gently as the lamb. The next time, he won't be asking permission.
The second thing I want to talk about is prayer because so many people give up praying when they don't see results. And I understand. I really do. I know there are days when all you can do is cry out to Jesus. But look at what happened here. Sandra's husband prayed for 2 months without seeing any visible change in that hospital bed. Nothing seemed to be happening. Yet she says that his prayer reached her. She heard him from the other side.
That reminds me of Revelation chapter 8, which describes the prayers of the saints rising like incense before God's throne. Your prayers are not lost. They don't simply hit the ceiling and fall back down. They rise and they reach him even when you feel as though nobody is listening.
So if you're praying for someone right now and you're exhausted, I'm asking you, please don't stop. The answer may be closer than you imagine. Sandra's husband nearly gave up on a Sunday morning. If he had stopped praying at that moment, this story might have ended differently. Don't stop. Don't give up. Prayer matters. I've seen the evidence in this testimony.
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And remember what Sandra said: never give up, keep praying. Even when it seems as though nobody is listening, Jesus hears every word. May the peace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with you and your household. And if your life is difficult today, if the burden feels heavy, hold on to this truth in your heart. God's word brings comfort. It always has, and it always will.
God bless you.
