Chapter 1: Personal conflict and trial
this experience happened in the night of wednesday and thursday of september 2017 comma back then i was having an issue with my family for i joined a holiness and narrow road church where they teach sound doctrine of holiness of the body and soul this is after leaving liberal church that does not believe in the doctrine of the holiness of the body in 2016 when i came to the lord after accepting his message i was living in the family attending a liberal church that does not believe in the holiness of the body i was not really walking according to the lord later i began to have conflict and misunderstanding in the family finally i separated from my family that kicked me out of home after conflict thank god for the pastor who took me and he was housing me in the church and supporting me back then we were praying every day i mean every day we arose at 3 a.m to pray i was struggling to keep up because i was heavy in truth the separation with my family had affected me i was afflicted and sad though i was hiding this sadness from people i was heavy on that particular day of prayer when i woke up to pray and the pastor stood up to lead prayer and in order to pray we all knelt
Chapter 2: Sudden death in sleep
down as prayer began the more we pray the more i got tired i could not understand the source of this tiredness and weakness that overtook me beloved nobody know and can anticipate the day of his death i thought this weakness was the result of work i have done throughout the day but the more we pray the more i got tired i said there is no way i can continue to pray because i may be praying asleep and talking inconsistent things finally i slept however this was different from normal sleep i thought it would be a regular sleep and i will wake up in the morning i did not know that i was dying and it was the end of my life i went to sleep hoping to wake up as usual not knowing i went to sleep for good on that day i die in my sleep yet i never consider or think that this could happen in that period of my life i was really young i did not know that death will come this way my dear when i died in my sleep i
Chapter 3: Journey to the afterlife
saw an animal that was short it was actually a squirrel the animal looked at me and i also look at him i felt in my spirit that i should follow the animal it was as if this animal spoke to my mind when i follow the animal out of the church immediately i saw that we had changed location we were in a place where the ground was white as we were moving i was following the squirrel because there was in me this urge and disposition to follow him as we were moving i saw that wherever i was treaded i left a black liquid on the ground i was leaving my foot mark on the ground which was dark liquid that was staining the white ground this black liquid was actually sin and impurity that was in my soul because i died in sin failing to resolve conflict with my family finally we arrive before a white gate the animal opened the door as soon as the gate of this hall was opened i saw a character sitting on a very massive throne at the far end of the hall the animal invited me to advance forward when i stepped forward this animal got out of this hall and left me before this man i was wondering what is the meaning of this i move forward and stopped in the center of this hall i could no longer move forward i felt unworthy before the lord that sat on his throne his face was luminous and holiness was exuded from his countenance there was this perfect holiness purity and glory he was looking at me he was serene i had no courage to watch him because i felt unworthy when i tried to lift my eyes to watch him i could not i was facing his holiness and glory i was looking down this hall was filled with glory the ground was like one tile only covering the whole place the lord was dressed in white cloth that was scintillating i knew that it was the lord jesus christ that was before me i don't know how i knew but it was crystal clear in my spirit the lord spoke up and
Chapter 4: Divine judgment and exposure
asked me how dare you how could you go that length when the lord began to speak my nakedness was exposed i battled to cover myself with my garment that had fallen and i was crying the lord voice was thunderous yet he spoke simple words with serenity without making any effort i could hear his voice thundering like explosive normally people make effort to shout however the lord made no effort when he thundered and scolded me severely he spoke with calm but his voice was thunderous i don't know how to explain this the lord told me and how can you go to that length how dare you more than 85 percent of the people you ever met in your life on the earth complain about your behavior and attitude i kept trying to cover myself while the lord rebuked me i was naked before the lord my dear you know on the land we coordinate our movement and action but when we die and cross in the world of the dead you don't belong to yourself anymore you don't do what you would do if you were alive for you lose that freedom of action beyond the grave often when the lord often use us as instrument on the land we only do what the spirit want us to do when you die you will go where you did not choose to go for you will be drawn there the lord property will be drawn up to heaven those who belong to satan will be drawn downward to the center of the earth the lord showed in huge screen my mother and my sister these were people that i was in conflict with i was holding anger rancor and animosity in my heart against both of them i died with sins of the heart such as unforgiveness conflict and hate and i was heading to hell these were secret sin in the church i had good appearance before the brother i was holy before their eyes yet in my heart there was animosity conflict and rancour and the lord showed me in this screen my
Chapter 5: Grace and a second chance
mother and sister i saw them complaining about me their complain and denunciation was an evidence of my condemnation in my heart i knew that i was heading to hell my sins were exposed when you die in your sin you will know that you are not heading to the celestial world but to hell i knew where i was going i cried and begged the lord to give me grace i did not know that my last hour would surprise me i was in tears i was surprised by death when i was not ready every day we sleep hoping to wake up but death surprised me in my sleep when i was not ready i never thought death will come at that time of my life i always view myself dying as an old woman i was not even 50 years old yet death came and judgment for the lord remove his breath my dear we must be extremely careful and vigilant brother and sisters i always say the next minute does not belong to us then the lord said let go to hell to remind me that i was initially being transported to hell by the animal that came to get me to take me to hell unless he has intervened i would been in hell already it is incredible to realize that i was really heading to hell i could not say anything i was there in tears begging finally the lord addressed me and said go back and go fix it immediately i saw that i was now properly covered because i was struggling to maintain my clothe that kept going down then the lord stood from his throne and walked towards another exit i remember when the animal brought me here we had to enter the gate but when i followed the lord out of this place we did not need a door when he came out the lord told now you can go back when he said these word i knew that he heard my plea and gave me a second chance he granted me grace
